Well finally.
What can I say. I had to do all of these posted above to get through here. Went out at night under the moon at a 4 way crossing to perform the activation/breakthrough ritual. I've wanted to place myself in the spot similar to the placement of the astral island; a place only I have access to. The center being just me, as a sun or star, and the (al)chemical processes of material reaching me would be one of automatic cleansing caused by the gravital force pulling impurities away from me. This instant karma effects on anyone nearing me with bad intent, but not in a negative way, it would merely manifest the final result of their actions instantly, with no interaction with their surroundings.