>>12132
you need to stop this and snap out of it. I can see why this girl left you you have to be comfortable with yourself. you probably are but you think you need this woman to make you happy. That is so much against what you will probably feel in 6 or so months that you may be embarrassed that she let you turn into a sobbing man. It gets better anon and relationships end because there is a dynamic that is not active. you can have this dynamic with other women this one is not compatible with the way you need to emotionally support yourself. she is unwilling to support your emotions so you need to control them which you will over time.

You should be numb because your worst fear happened either you are still "friends" with this chick and she is leading you on or you are still in denial that it is over but it is and now you can stop worrying if it will work out it didnt. Its tough love but let it go man you are employed you got a good foundation to rebuild yourself outside of needing this woman.