>>50334
You have to go through that to feel better because it is something your mind does to hold onto the way you belive and understand things. If you have say an addiction to huffing model air plane glue and tou take a good dose of a psychedelic you will be in a bad trip where you can not pilot your life you must suffer ego death to acheive a closer internal wholesome mind body psyche balance. I think of it as updating your reality to the repository of human potential. The webs of matrix output scrolling infinitely is an internal way to help you visualize that life is not as scary as it seems. Its strange you have a more spiritual sense after taking that stuff. But you have to let the drug and your mind make a ride and you take that ride to get out of a oppressive mindstate that is a result of all of the advertizing all of the kikery has an effect on the smallest things so much that you are clouded with a thunderstorm grey bad outlook. On dmt it shoots you through that and it takes you to a big rainbow face that tells you something like "your wife is cheating on you" or whatever the worst thing you could be worried about to force you to resolve it. You can not ignore a rainbow face telling you that your wife is cheating on you even if you are Dale Gribble.