My boys can't be with me IRL and you fags are the closest thing I can imagine to actual brothers. Thanks. I want the best for you and will try to do good and not shit the place up too much. Sometimes I'm a cunt, sorry. If you have to tell me to fuck-off, thats cool bro, but we need to look out for each other and I will try not to tell too many people to blow their shitty fucking brains out and I can probably control myself and not turn into a shitstorm faggot hopefully.
The science fag(s) here are/is the best bro(s). Tech is the bloodline of this board and asukafag's weeb dreams will never be reality, but he should stay here so we can help him keep his sanity, it's a worthy service imo.
I oppose racism and think it causes people to 'lock on' and attach to unimportant aspects that distracts them from causing positive change in their lives.
Not all races are equal but if some cunt can step up from their primordial stew and exhibit intelligence then they deserve to be treated well until they have proven otherwise individually. Inversely, happy to throw jews in the pizza oven, no problem at all, jews are the problem but individually same rule applies, no problem from me until they've tried to jew me, nose size and skin color are irrelevant. Kill the snakes that enter the compound, and leave those in the field beyond well alone, they aren't my concern after all. Don't fight the natural order of life it's just pissing in the wind.
This place is a sanctuary of normality. There is nothing normal about normalniggers, they are the mentally ill. I find there is never any value in talking to them ever.
Can you depressed-emo-neet-nothing-leach-fags please step up and stop being pathetic little shits. It's time to do all those projects that you are too uninspired for. Put in the 1000 hours like you say. What's the worst fucking thing that could happen? Oh you won't have enough hours to wank to jewish distributed porn or play your jewish owned vidya. Maybe the brofags here (The only ones that actually matter) will help you or use your shitty program/inventions/businesses. Stop leaching and start making your hands bleed with effort, you will feel much better afterwards.
Normalniggers tell my I'm projecting and living my life through others when I say shit like this. Sorry for trying to live my life through you cunts (if they are right) but I really want you to succeed. It seems important to me for some reason.
>you fags are the closest thing I can imagine to actual brothers
I have only one friend IRL but, indeed, I like imageboard community and appreciate the exchange of informations we have.
>Don't fight the natural order of life it's just pissing in the wind.
Quoting Pink Floyd: "Hey you, don't tell me there's no hope at all. Together we stand, divided we fall ... we fall,"
>I find there is never any value in talking to them ever.
Indeed.
>It's time to do all those projects that you are too uninspired for.
I don't have two essential things:
1 - Money
2 - Will to live
>>12737 >I don't have two essential things:
>1 - Money
Should not be an issue if you have a job. You can work after work, it just requires you to stop wasting time.
>2 - Will to live
I don't think that's essential for working on a project. While depression kills your motivation, it also makes you more focused, which helps when you actually get around to working on it.
>>12775 >I don't think that's essential for working on a project.
It is very much. You can't engage in a project if you can't find it important in some way. When you don't have will to live any project becomes a burden.
>Should not be an issue if you have a job.
Not in the country where I live. Here you have to give your entire life working just to buy a fuckin car.
I know these sounds like excuses. But it is basilly impossible for me to make some projects happen in the place I live. Maybe I should go to other country. I heard Canada accepts everybody :^)
>>12789 If you don't have free time, and your job does not allow you to save money, that's irrelevant.
You could make a loan, but I wouldn't recommend it when you're already depressed.
>>12801 >loan
(((Loans))) are for suckers.
>and your job does not allow you to save money
If you want to wagecuck without a jewniversity degree, you won't be able to save much money. Look to other methods of making money. This is what I do, but I can't really give you specifics because it would be too deanonymizing.
I know you can make money by fixing people's lawnmowers. One of my friends does that. "Broken" lawnmowers are sold at very low prices compared to working ones, and fixing them is often easy. Look up mustie1 on youtube.
>>12737 > one friend
Thats a quality number. I will try to achieve this irl bonus at some point. Ive found some people apporach me on the street and talk but when i talk back i cant anticipate my own volume, somtimes i try to speak its a whisper and other times im yelling.
>money and will to live
Are these really essential? There is a lot you can do without money. If you can grow plants, particularly those that can be subdivded regularly, plant all the work, just keep subdividing and potting), such as cannas, you can start to derive a small income from wholesalling your products at local nurserys. Also, will to live comes partly from a healthy microbiome. Eat raw spinach at every meal and take probiotics daily. stop showering frequently and make sure you sweat twice a week without shower afterwards. Just let shit get very natural for a month. You will feel fucking great and have will to live. its not always going to be your mind lacking will, you are a super organism.
>gay posts
Sorry nanon, thats the world we live in. Eventually everything becomes/appears gay until it is.
>>12737 >I don't have two essential things:
>1 - Money
>2 - Will to live
Eh, same, i'm working on obtaining both, thanks nanons for giving me some will to live and good luck.
>Also, will to live comes partly from a healthy microbiome.
Yeah, I lack good practices of health (sleep, nutrition and exersise).
>>12840 >good luck.
For you too.
Fuck all of the negativity whores who wish to bring all nanons doww to there Jewed depravity. I love this place and genuinely believe my life would be worse off if I hadn't found it.
Nanons, if you lack a will to live, you're doing evreything wrong.
A., you've bought into the Jewish notion that death can be anything better than life. With most religions, if you commit sudoku, you go straight to hell. And, with atheism, the science currently vaguely leads to a simple lacking of conscious, and there's no reason to believe a lack of that will be anything good when your feelings are gone too.
and
B. You've failed to understand / keep up with keeping yourself physically healthy. I genuinely believe that someone who has an intake of truly all essential daily meat-sourced vitamins and works out enough to elevate their heartrate to its limit at least every 3 days or cannot be truly immensely deppressed. I also believe achieving health in this way is not expensive unless you buy into some Jewfaggotry like gyms being essential for excersise.
Buddhism teaches that all phenomena share three universal characteristics:
> impermanence
All positive/negative bodily sensations, emotions, thoughts, relationships, experiences, situations, etc. are impermanent. They arise and cease and this causes suffering. We don't get what we want, we get what we don't want, and when we get what we want we eventually lose it. This causes suffering.
> unsatisfactoriness
We get what we want and it either doesn't gives us the satisfaction we expected, or it doesn't satisfy us at all, or the satisfaction doesn't last as long as we want or need it to last, etc. This causes suffering.
> impersonality
Nature is mechanical and follows its own laws which don't take our personal needs, feelings or desires into account. Things are the way they are. You slip and fall and break your neck on the ice. That's just how gravity works. You develop cancer at age 5 or get malaria from a mosquito and die. That's just how nature works, it's nothing personal. Their is no "self" to natural events, and neither is their a "self" in the mind beyond a temporary "container" the mind creates to manage the body's relationship to the sense objects it receives. You think this self is real and take the experiences of mind and body personally. This causes suffering.
There is no lasting peace or happiness to be found "out there" in the external world, including relationships of any kind. There is no intrinsic meaning to existence, it just is. Looking for something that's not there causes suffering.
Buddhism isn't about wallowing in suffering, it's about understanding suffering, so it can be avoided (and endured more skillfully when it can't be avoided). Buddhism monks experience great joy and peacefulness even though they are technically homeless, celibate, eat one meal a day, can't earn or even touch money, etc. They don't look to worldly things for happiness and meaning, they find everything they need within.
The great thing about Buddhism is that, even though every new idea needs to be taken on "faith" to some degree, Buddhism demands that the teaches be tested and verified by your own experience. No one else can do it for you.
There are three major schools: Theraveda, Mahayana and Vajrayana. Find the school that resonates with you the most and see if it brings any significant support to your life.
If you want to try meditation, I suggest getting into a comfy position and simply focus on your natural breathing pattern while mentally chanting a two syllable mantra of any kind, doing one syllable on the in breath and the other one on the out breath. That's it, nothing more than that. The goal is to bring more stillness and tranquility to the body and mind. Buddhists believe that tranquility brings insight, you don't have to "think" to do this. If you fall asleep during meditation, so what? No one is "bad" at meditation, it's a natural practice. Anything you do with it is enough. With daily practice (I suggest at least one hour), you get better at it and benefit more.
Lastly, please try to get over your /pol/ "muh joos" conditioning. We live in a conditioned reality and you are creating bad kamma when you spread hate in the world. All the jews could disappear from the world and worldly phenomena will still bear the three marks of existence described above, so there is no one to blame. It's simply the nature of conditioned reality. Go live in a country without jews and you will quickly realize this.
>>13186 There are psychiatric conditions that require medicine. Also, append to A., "you will die one day anyways, why are you in such rush? Live your life having as much experience as possible, suffering is also an experience, why you need to judge it bad? Learn from it.".
Many people here are low-status and low-status people hate themselves and as an extension other people as well. Forgive yourselves, low-status people, blame is pointless especially given the nature of reality where you're just piles of elementary particles. Blaming quantum physics doesn't make sense.
Totally agree with OP, we must care for each other. I'd even create a separate board for mutual /aid/. Nobody's gonna help us besides ourselves.
Regarding exercise there's a good book on calisthenics called Convict Conditioning (there's a copy on the pirate bay + a FAQ which should be attached to this post). The main thing I took from it is how to make exercises harder. E.g. squats get really annoying once you get past 30 but this book suggests putting your feet close to each other which makes it noticeably harder. The next stage is partial squats on one leg and so on. Same for pull-ups, push-ups etc. - first a close grip with two hands then work your way towards using one hand.
Also regarding meditation there's 'The Mind Illuminated' by John Yates. I've only read the first few chapters but they do have good advice for beginners like the fact that you don't really need to sit in a fancy pose and that the worst session is the one you didn't do. Another bit of advice is on how to deal with stray thoughts and return your attention to the meditation object (usually your breath) - instead of blaming yourself for it just notice it without judgement, congratulate yourself on noticing it and calmly return attention to the meditation object. I find this really helpful when dealing with intrusive thoughts.
My boys can't be with me IRL and you fags are the closest thing I can imagine to actual brothers. Thanks. I want the best for you and will try to do good and not shit the place up too much. Sometimes I'm a cunt, sorry. If you have to tell me to fuck-off, thats cool bro, but we need to look out for each other and I will try not to tell too many people to blow their shitty fucking brains out and I can probably control myself and not turn into a shitstorm faggot hopefully.
The science fag(s) here are/is the best bro(s). Tech is the bloodline of this board and asukafag's weeb dreams will never be reality, but he should stay here so we can help him keep his sanity, it's a worthy service imo.
I oppose racism and think it causes people to 'lock on' and attach to unimportant aspects that distracts them from causing positive change in their lives.
Not all races are equal but if some cunt can step up from their primordial stew and exhibit intelligence then they deserve to be treated well until they have proven otherwise individually. Inversely, happy to throw jews in the pizza oven, no problem at all, jews are the problem but individually same rule applies, no problem from me until they've tried to jew me, nose size and skin color are irrelevant. Kill the snakes that enter the compound, and leave those in the field beyond well alone, they aren't my concern after all. Don't fight the natural order of life it's just pissing in the wind.
This place is a sanctuary of normality. There is nothing normal about normalniggers, they are the mentally ill. I find there is never any value in talking to them ever.
Can you depressed-emo-neet-nothing-leach-fags please step up and stop being pathetic little shits. It's time to do all those projects that you are too uninspired for. Put in the 1000 hours like you say. What's the worst fucking thing that could happen? Oh you won't have enough hours to wank to jewish distributed porn or play your jewish owned vidya. Maybe the brofags here (The only ones that actually matter) will help you or use your shitty program/inventions/businesses. Stop leaching and start making your hands bleed with effort, you will feel much better afterwards.
Normalniggers tell my I'm projecting and living my life through others when I say shit like this. Sorry for trying to live my life through you cunts (if they are right) but I really want you to succeed. It seems important to me for some reason.