<I swear I'm not like the others! accept me!
I'm just a product of a middle class family with a father figure present that was raised around whites. Wide-eyed and hopeful, I argued with other blacks about personal responsibility, the injustice of affirmative action, the value of truth above all, discipline, etc.
I can't understand these people. They don't listen to reason, they can barely entertain hypotheticals ("what ~if~ blacks were like... ten points lower?" "NO"). For the longest time, I felt as if it was the responsibility of blacks gifted by accident of birth with a smidgen more intelligence to try to pull our race out of the muck. Is such a thing even possible?
A year or two ago I was in the shower and it hit me: "The Transatlantic slave trade was the best thing that could ever have happened to me. If it weren’t for that I never would have had the chance to preach about the sublime experience which is Slackware, and the virtue of Pat, pbuh.” And yet when I make jokes during class about each race, everyone laughs desperately when the white jokes comes around. It's not right. Whites have generated the majority of utility which leads to human flourishing. If it’s the truth, then it’s the truth. I’m not so vulgar as to be a sore loser.
How can someone like myself be of help? I try to correct people where I can, and I promote proper, healthy, productive values, but it feels like pissing in the wind. I feel little kinship with other blacks, and feel marooned. I honestly don’t know what to do, and it’s eating at me.
How solemn a tale. I knew a black, not a mulatto, mind you, who was indeed gifted. He was a good man with respectful, freedom favoring values, and an excellent musician. There were even times where I heard him hint that he's ashamed of his race.
What kikes propagate is that anyone who believes in race differences simply believes their race to be the best. This is simply not true and sort of the reverse of the NAXALT fallacy.
My recommendation is to be vigilant. Be healthy; eat more animal food: justmeat.co . Understand if you don't already that Jews oppressed blacks with The Transatlantic Slave Trade and white Christians set blacks free. That racism was never a critical aspect of national socialism, and that national socialism garnered support from a notable amount of African countries. Know your true enemy, and slowly reveal to your people who it is over thought stimulating activities like hiking and recreational airsoft fights. Perhaps learn jazz, as the genre's success was largely influenced by your people and something whites admire and practice without Jewish indoctrination to do so (like is the case with rap). Know what I call the difference between a nigger and a black, that being prominence of the skull which houses the frontal lobe. Good luck.
>>7555 >hint that he's ashamed of his race
a hint of disappointment and a call to improvement are now race treason.
>Don't you understand? I'm trying my best!
<ah, of course, then you are beyond reproach. Keep the struggle alive, brother.
Idiocy.
>Be healthy;
Really funny thing, about that. A perfectly good example of genetics at work (though, I'm no expert). I love salt. I fucking LOVE IT. I put it on everything. I can't live without it. I can cover a salmon steak until it's all but cured, and still experience bliss while eating it. The only thing that completes the experience is washing it down with a tall glass of juice. Man, I wonder where these impulses came from? It's a mystery. We're all equal, but I've gotta white knuckle it everytime I walk past the cheese and cured meats aisle. Really sizzles the brainpan.
Thanks for the link. I'll look into it. I have enough land where I live to start growing produce as well. I know nothing about it, but it's better than shoveling garbage in my face.
>music
I've been playing music for the majority of my adult life, but I'm not nearly as good as I could be. Jazz is of course, phenomenal, but baroque really evokes that "swelling of the chest" for me. Bach's Fugue in G minor is absolute genius.
>Jews in history
my aptitude in history is TERRIBLE. I don't even know what to read to fill the holes in my knowledge at this point. I'm trying to slowly collect "bad goy" books from history, but it's slow going. It's just not my strength. Recommendations would be appreciated.
>Recreational airsoft fights
This is a really good point, that I need to give some more attention, I think. When I was very young, I worked at a shipping facility for a summer job, loading trucks, and some of the best conversations that I had with other blacks was while we were working. It was satisfying, and cathartic. Maybe this kind of thing is something that blacks benefit from more.
>Good luck
I appreciate the serious response. I'll take this all to heart.
>>7557 Of course. He's just trying to leverage language to make a point. While I don't know a whole lot about the science of skulls, or genetics as I said, functionally we can separate them based on their capacity for symbol manipulation, gratification deferment, impulse control, etc etc, and I don't know why I'm responding to this post seriously. Probably because I'm a nigger.
You come across as someone who is slightly above average intelligence, but thinks he is a genius. You are not gifted or misunderstood, but cursed. You could have been happy with your fellows at the dawn of the chimpocalypse, instead you will watch everything you love collapse.
>if not slavery i would never know about slackware
There's a fair number of LUGs in Africa and it would have been even easier for you to apply to some top school in the West if you were an African from actual Africa. Likely slavery had very little effect on your life, as would be expected from something that's been history for over a century.
>>7558 There's certainly a minority of darkies that aren't as bad, but there's a cost to accepting even an okay nig, and because of this it's usually not worth it unless he can personally turn the tide. Even someone like Thomas Sowell doesn't really change that many minds, but does create a lot of NAXALT. And you get cases like Dave Chapelle, where a formerly based nigger suddenly loses his nerve and goes back to his own people, invalidating not just their own work up to that point but everyone who trusted them.
Ultimately there cannot be kinship between a redpilled white and a nonwhite no matter how based. The white has essentially got nothing left to lose. The nonwhite always has the option of renouncing himself and going back to a normal life. It's like a rich slum tourist trying to be accepted by his poor buddies. His best bet is to gain some mutual respect, and to avoid discussions of race (or class if you continue the metaphor).
>>7559 I don't think I'm a genius at all. I am, as you say, slightly above average. I just got lucky, or maybe unlucky, as you said.
>instead you will watch everything you love collapse
yeah, not a fan, I'll be honest. But the struggle itself towards the heights is enough to fill a man's heart.
>LUG in Africa
The Slackware comment was just a joke, since I was having difficulty coming to terms with the fact that I was more likely to die in tribal warfare in Africa than to be raised in a middle class home, with both parents, in a quality school district, etc etc. It's not about how much slavery effected my life as you said, it barely has, if at all. It's about the fact that the transatlantic slave trade was one of the causes and conditions that allowed me to be born in such a fortunate scenario. The exclamation concerning how I have benefitted was more a criticism of those who thing they have been done more harm than good.
>former based nigger suddenly loses his nerve.
You're absolutely right, in addition, I could very easily be just vomiting all of this pathos and rhetoric as an elaborate "I'm not like the others" gambit. There's no way to establish any kinship, or profound mutual trust between us. There's nothing that I could say or do to convince you of my authenticity. I'm sorry. I'll advocate for you as best as I can, regardless.
>>7560 Jesus Christ her fucking face what the shit
>>7555 >without Jewish indoctrination to do so (like is the case with rap)
How were the labels and media that pushed jazz and its counterculture less jewish?
>>7553 Niggers aren't people. Stop calling them people. Niggers are parasites, and they must all be killed because of that. The same goes for jews.
Their existence is reason enough to kill them.
>>7567 Such a thing is quite the rarity, I've found. I try to join clubs and what not in the area, if only to be around more like-minded people. But they tend to all be white. I would imagine there might be some sort of community online, but I've spent most of my adult life on imageboards, so i wouldn't know much about that.
I'm just a product of a middle class family with a father figure present that was raised around whites. Wide-eyed and hopeful, I argued with other blacks about personal responsibility, the injustice of affirmative action, the value of truth above all, discipline, etc.
I can't understand these people. They don't listen to reason, they can barely entertain hypotheticals ("what ~if~ blacks were like... ten points lower?" "NO"). For the longest time, I felt as if it was the responsibility of blacks gifted by accident of birth with a smidgen more intelligence to try to pull our race out of the muck. Is such a thing even possible?
A year or two ago I was in the shower and it hit me: "The Transatlantic slave trade was the best thing that could ever have happened to me. If it weren’t for that I never would have had the chance to preach about the sublime experience which is Slackware, and the virtue of Pat, pbuh.” And yet when I make jokes during class about each race, everyone laughs desperately when the white jokes comes around. It's not right. Whites have generated the majority of utility which leads to human flourishing. If it’s the truth, then it’s the truth. I’m not so vulgar as to be a sore loser.
How can someone like myself be of help? I try to correct people where I can, and I promote proper, healthy, productive values, but it feels like pissing in the wind. I feel little kinship with other blacks, and feel marooned. I honestly don’t know what to do, and it’s eating at me.