Does anyone else feel like their day just goes by without them doing what they set out to do? I have a lot of spare time and it's still not nearly enough. The worst waste of my time happens because my schedule isn't flexible and I can't do important errands 1 hour later to squeeze in my interests.
You're not forcing yourself/you set too high expectations. Most people have trouble doing this and rely on their friends (which you don't have). You're normal and you're growing up. If I were in your boots I would spend as much time trying to become somewhat normal.
Remember that death is always an option and it's not that bad.
Does anyone else feel like their day just goes by without them doing what they set out to do? I have a lot of spare time and it's still not nearly enough. The worst waste of my time happens because my schedule isn't flexible and I can't do important errands 1 hour later to squeeze in my interests.