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Nanochan Psychiatric Hospital Nanonymous No.1912 [D][U][F][S][L][A][C] >>1985 >>2139 >>2506
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Clearly a lot of nanons suffer from various mental issues. Some enjoy them, but some suffer still.

ITT Star-chan will try to help. With a PhD in the armchair onion imageboard psychology, Dr. Butterfly will cure you! Other nanons are also welcome to explore this new field of onion imageboard psychology and come up with new research to help the fellow nanons.

Remember: don't play games when you're brokenhearted, don't try to finish what you ain't got started, and if you got problems, then do bring them to me!

Nanonymous No.1913 [D][U][F]
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cure my ugliness please without mental gymnastics

Nanonymous No.1914 [D][U][F]
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>>3613
You're beautiful.

Nanonymous No.1915 [D][U][F]
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>>3612
Good evening(?) doctor star-chan, i think i have a visit scheduled for today.
Should we start? This is my anamnesis:
I don't know if i have mental illnesses i was never diagnosed, but that wouldn't surprise me, anyway i'm gonna be 30 next year, i have no girlfriend, no friends, i don't have contact with other humans outside faggots on imageboards and sometime my family also i'm an hikkikomori since 7 years ago.
After all this time spent alone i feel such a disconnection with society, this makes it extremely hard for me to empathize with people, i just don't care about what they care, i can't understand their motivations at least not at an emotional level, all of this made it really hard for me to get out of this situation.
I kind of stopped caring about stuff like social and sexual gratification and having a successful career(i can already survive working from home), instead i have a lot of time to dedicate other to things i care about, but lately for some reason i'm starting to get really depressed to the thought that i will never have a family of my own and that my parents will die disappointed of me, another thing that makes me really sad is how i can't share things i love with people i care about.
Is there even any point in living a life of loneliness?

Nanonymous No.1916 [D]

>>3615
Lol no one cares kys :3

Nanonymous No.1917 [D][U][F]
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>>3616
>Lol no one cares
Yeah i don't see why should care, i wasn't asking for you to care though, only for advices/opinions
>kys
I evaluated the option of suicide a long time ago and i don't think it's really worth it, also i'm scared of death, thanks for the advice though ^^

Nanonymous No.1918 [D][U][F]
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>>3615
You're so all over the place, but I don't think you have that much of "disconnection with society". Like, you care about family, you care about friends (you don't have, but that's unnecessary detail) and you look like a fine emotionally developed lad. Also human emotions are fairly basic, like, there aren't many terms for them, and surely you understand all of them. And I suppose it's fine to not care about something a random dude cares about, but it's useful to be aware. Like, I think people are weird in general.
>I kind of stopped caring about stuff like social and sexual gratification and having a successful career
Well, I question that. Did you really stop? You sure showed me a lot of caring about it in your post.
>Is there even any point in living a life of loneliness?
If you have to ask this question, then no, I guess. Like, you already want someone to evaluate your life and give you a meaning. And there is nothing wrong with that, I want to add. Like, if you care about survival and prosperity of the human race, it's actually the only way.

Nanonymous No.1919 [D][U][F]
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>>3620
>I don't think you have that much of "disconnection with society".
One thing is to understand it at a rational level another at an emotional(or empathetic) level, i think that after years od isolation my capacity to be empathetic atrophized(but you're the one that should diagnose me doctor :3 ), examples, sometime ago when the cathedral of Notre Dame partially burned down people were going crazy and i really could not be empathetic to that at all, and i've even been to Notre Dame before, videos of violence no matter how crude makes me feel nothing, it's like stuff that happens outside my apartement is on another plane of existance.
I do care about my family but i don't have anything in common with them, so i have to put up a facade everytime, about friends it's been so much since i had one that i'm not sure what even that's like anymore.
>Did you really stop? You sure showed me a lot of caring about it in your post.
You have a point maybe i started caring again about some stuff like having a family of my own, but that's also impossible to realize in my current situation.

Nanonymous No.1920 [D][U][F]
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>>3627
That got me thinking about how to reply.

Yaknow, the thing is, I still fail to see the actual issue with you.
If you fear you're becoming a sociopath, then fear not, a sociopath wouldn't have that much thought about it.
The rather safe assumption about you would be that you are kinda sorta desocialized, so if you want to become a normal human bean again, you gotta resocialize somehow, obviously.

Let me know if this talk has been useful to you so far.
UVwE7T5Tyeg

Nanonymous No.1921 [D]

>>3656
>If you fear you're becoming a sociopath, then fear not, a sociopath wouldn't have that much thought about it.
I don't really fear of being a sociopath, i don't have an history of violent or criminal behavior, i fear of having developed https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schizoid_personality_disorder i'm not sure though.
>you gotta resocialize somehow, obviously.
Not easy, when you don't feel anything for others you can't form emotional bonds with other and since nobody where i live have my same interests i can't even form topic-related bonds, i also rarely leave my house so i don't have that much experience and practice when it comes to relationships.
>Let me know if this talk has been useful to you so far.
Thanks for listening at least i guess.
Seems like i was able to cure my avatarfagging for now at least :D

Nanonymous No.1922 [D][U][F]
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>>3664
>i don't have an history of violent or criminal behavior, i fear of having developed https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schizoid_personality_disorder
Holy heck, this rings too many bells on yours truly. xD
Anyway, it doesn't look for me that:
a) that disorder is even a thing, like that article kinda states
b) some stuff is definitely off for me

Like, to be honest, I'm a bit narcissistic and have some intimacy issues, but I think my emotions are fine. I feel affection, anger, sadness and other stuff pretty clearly, so that's really not about me.

But this thread is about you and others who want to get "help" here.
And TBH, again, unless you're a psychiatry expert, don't go assuming stuff about yourself.
Also, I'm going to bust out the big guns: I think psychiatry is mostly a scam. Like, there is little to no (or, arguably, totally no) psychiatrical diagnoses that wouldn't be culturally or personally biased. And BTW, there is an opinion that psychiatrists are nut cases themselves (no, don't give me that look xD) So, all in all, I wouldn't give it much thought.

But I digress. From a quick glance onto that article, SPD is described by "lack of interest in social relationships", among other rather specific things. And you said earlier that you want to "share things you love with people you care about", so, again, this doesn't look like your case. But hey, I can understand only so much, like, I see what you typed and that's it.

Also a little note, being a sociopath is not about being violent, though it's connected to criminal stuff, since sociopaths are virtually (or maybe fully) not controlled by morale and empathy.

>Not easy, when you don't feel anything for others you can't form emotional bonds with other and since nobody where i live have my same interests i can't even form topic-related bonds, i also rarely leave my house so i don't have that much experience and practice when it comes to relationships.
Well, I really cannot help you with that. Like, some obvious hints here and there: it will be easier to start with family. Unless your family is a bunch of shitheads, they will tolerate a lot, including your mistakes. But you have to do your best, obviously. Also, don't forget: if you are there watching something, something may also be watching you. xD

Sn8-fdj7_sg

Also, you don't HAVE to look for the best possible person you can imagine. Like, arguably, it's very probably highly unproductive, since a person you dream of might never exist in the first place. Just start with a small stuff, OK?
Also TBH, I feel like a hypocrite giving you advice like that, so feel free not to follow. I really am foolish in a lot of ways, probably, but I am mostly content with it and I am most probably vastly egoistic, meaning that I don't really want people around me. Though I don't really mind them either, they always give me something to think about.

>Thanks for listening at least i guess.
Woah, it almost hurts. xD
Good thing this is a /t/ thread, so you knew what you signed up for.
Anyway, the last, maybe a bit harsh word: I think you complain too much. Like, judging by our interaction so far, you have built yourself some sort of sickly chamber where you dwell and are miserable reiterating your failures or whatever. I could totally see that >>3616 response coming, and probably you get a fair bit of such replies online. Like, not that it's wrong to whine sometimes, but it's really shouldn't be that much. Get out there and own this world. See ya.

Regards,
Dr. Butterfly

Nanonymous No.1923 [D][U][F]
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>Not easy, when you don't feel anything for others you can't form emotional bonds with other and since nobody where i live have my same interests i can't even form topic-related bonds, i also rarely leave my house so i don't have that much experience and practice when it comes to relationships.
Also, I might be able to add something onto this.
I still don't really understand your situation here.
Do you expect empathy to work like you feel somebody is angry and you would magically understand why they're angry, happy or sad? It doesn't work that way at all, you really have to observe a person a lot, and to go through some similar situations they've gone through.
And I assume that with you being a hikki, you are kinda out of touch with a social world, and unfamiliar with how people might react to something, what they care about etc. Well, I also could give you some tips on how not to be fucking awkward, but you probably know them already and you may fuck it up anyway regardless. Anyway, since you're asking about real emotional knowledge, you need real social experience, and you absolutely cannot get it without actually going out there and do socializing stuff. This is kinda the situation when you need knowledge to get that knowledge, but you have to improvise sometimes. xD

Nanonymous No.1924 [D]

Why no lounge?

Nanonymous No.1925 [D]

cause star is a bad loli

Nanonymous No.1926 [D][U][F]
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>>3668
These are shitposts in a way that I didn't give much thought to any of this.
Maybe they look like a quality tryhard posts, but let's call them quality shitposts.
The thing about the psyche is, I guess, that you cannot be too serious about it.

Nanonymous No.1927 [D]

>>3665
>And TBH, again, unless you're a psychiatry expert, don't go assuming stuff about yourself.
I don't like selfdiagnose and such, but in trying to figure out what's wrong with me, if it rings too many bells as you said, it's worth pointing it out.
>But I digress. From a quick glance onto that article, SPD is described by "lack of interest in social relationships"
Well i don't completely lack interest, but if my social stimuli(stimulus?) was that weak that for so many years i didn't go crazy without(or almost without) social interaction that means that my personality is shaped in a different way with different priorities.
>if you are there watching something, something may also be watching you. xD
creepy xD
>Also, you don't HAVE to look for the best possible person you can imagine
That sounds to me like the same old advice: lower your standards, problem with that is that you end up being with a lot of really undesirable people if you're not careful and i don't think i have the experience and strength to handle that.
>Woah, it almost hurts. xD
Don't be so hard with yourself, i'm kind of a lost cause ahahah
>Anyway, the last, maybe a bit harsh word: I think you complain too much.
Sorry if i came out like that in this thread it was not really intentional, usually i keep this kind of stuff to myself to avoid the aforementioned "sickly chamber" effect.
>>3666
nice trips there

Empathy is the capacity to understand another person at the emotional level, if you see somebody with a cut and blood pouring out, you will be able to understand his pain ONLY if you experienced pain yourself, if somebody comes to me and starts talking about stuff like love relashionships and sex or something like that i would have no idea what they are feeling or talking about cause i never experienced that stuff(yeah i am a virgin and never kissed a girl before) and this goes both ways people can't empathize with my situation cause they didn't experience what i did.

Anyway for the feedback, i really liked this thread and appreciate your help, wish other people posted though xD

Nanonymous No.1928 [D][U][F]
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>>3719
>I don't like selfdiagnose and such, but in trying to figure out what's wrong with me
You're a total sweetie. With me, at the very least. xD
>Well i don't completely lack interest, but if my social stimuli(stimulus?) was that weak that for so many years i didn't go crazy without(or almost without) social interaction that means that my personality is shaped in a different way with different priorities.
Again, why would you assume you'd go crazy?
Or, at the different angle, why do think you are not crazy?
Also stimuli is the plural for stimulus, I believe.
>That sounds to me like the same old advice: lower your standards, problem with that is that you end up being with a lot of really undesirable people if you're not careful and i don't think i have the experience and strength to handle that.
Well, let's put it into different perspective - you have spent some time with me now, and you liked it. What makes you think you're not wrong about me being "desirable" altogether? As you said, you have no experience. It's much easier to pretend here.
I mean, maybe you have some kind of a different issue. You really shouldn't care that much about who you talk to. Like, if stuff ain't coming along, you don't have to even "ditch" them, just stop committing to a relationship, and it will die! And anyway, you NEED that experience if you don't have it. Or so I believe judging by your words. xP
>Don't be so hard with yourself, i'm kind of a lost cause ahahah
I believe we're kinda productive here though. Well, not really, but it's probably thought-provoking for you at least.
>Sorry if i came out like that in this thread it was not really intentional, usually i keep this kind of stuff to myself to avoid the aforementioned "sickly chamber" effect.
No problem. I just think you're making it worse for yourself when you do it. Like, being stuck in the loop of sad thoughts is what brings people to suicide.
> Empathy is
Exactly.
>i really liked this thread and appreciate your help
You're welcome.

Nanonymous No.1929 [D]

Looking for a comfy chat, figured I'd come here

Nanonymous No.1930 [D][U][F]
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>>3759
Hi!

Nanonymous No.1931 [D]

How long have you been on NanoChan? I've just now noticed you

Nanonymous No.1932 [D]

>>3760
Huh, for whatever reason my reply variable was not added :[

Nanonymous No.1933 [D][U][F]
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>>3761
I think I came here in March, like, the end of March even.
And I've been avataring here for like a month tops.

Anyway, instead of just feeding me attention, you could actually ask me QUESTIONS regarding the thread topic.

It's not like I don't like attention, but I know what's better for me and for the board, OK?

Nanonymous No.1934 [D]

>>3763
Is the flamboyant way you type a way of roleplaying the character or do you actually just think like that?

Nanonymous No.1935 [D]

>>3764
don't bully star-chan!
this is a bully-free zone!

Nanonymous No.1936 [D][U][F]
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Doctor help me I wanna fug my mum!!!1!

Nanonymous No.1937 [D]

>>3766
We have another one, assistant star-chan prepare the sterilization machine

Nanonymous No.1938 [D][U][F]
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Wah! What are we gonna do on the operating table?

Nanonymous No.1939 [D]

>>3766
Do it and post the results here.
DO IT FAGGOT

🦋💓Star🌟Butterfly💓🦋 No.1940 [D][U][F]
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>>3764
A little bit of both, I guess.


🦋💓Star🌟Butterfly💓🦋 No.1941 [D][U][F]
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>>3766
Ain't nothing wrong with that xD
Not that you should though. Like, does she even like you in that way? Or maybe she is, yaknow, retired already? Like, WTF.

Nanonymous No.1942 [D][U][F] >>2139
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Why do I have intrusive thoughts?

I like certain numbers 2^x (In other words, the numbers I like are: 1, 2, 4, 8, 16, 32, 64 , 128, 256, and so on.) When I purchase certain items, I'm dissatisfied if a purchase a quantity that is not one of these numbers. When leaving the house, I'm dissatisfied if I do not pull on the door handles an amount of times that does not correspond to the numbers I like. When I see gore online, I have to stare at it for a certain amount of seconds or blink a certain amount of times which corresponds to the numbers I like. When rinsing soap off of my foreskin in the shower, I have to rinse it an amount of times that corresponds to the number I like.

I have to go back many times to double check I completed a task correctly. An example of this was when I was building my computer and installing a M.2 drive, I slide the drive into the slot and tightened the screw. I then was concerned I did not install the drive correctly by under tightening the screw, over tightening the screw, or being worried that I misaligned the drive. So then the only possible method for me to verify this is to uninstall the drive and install it back in again. I then did this about 10 times across the span of 3-4 days (even if I knew the drive was correctly installed and working by visually inspecting it and utilizing it in my computer). It takes me a long time to shower because I have to rinse soap from my body multiple times (even if I can fucking see there is no soap left). Before I go to bed, I make sure my window is fully closed (or open, dependent on the weather), that the bedroom door is closed and that my closet is closed. I have the get up out of bed multiple times to check if they are closed (even if I know they're closed).

I'm a very big perfectionist. I understand the benefits of being a clean, organized person. But I take it too far.

To get these thoughts out of my head I have to quench these urges or the thoughts will go away eventually. But I just find new thoughts to terrorize my mind.

But the thoughts I mention in the next paragraph are thoughts I've had for a very long time and I can't get out of my head.

I will begin with the more severe one. I always think that I have klinefelter syndrome. Even if I know that I (probably) don't. I was reading fitness tips for a skinny fat body type on a bodybuilding forum and one user mentioned klinefelter syndrome and I can not get it out of my head. I began by researching was klinefelter syndrome is using the internet and now I know almost everything about it. I think that I have it—even if I know that I don't.

Then the slightly less severe one. On (((Discord))), I (unintentionally) viewed child pornography. The I got a PM from a (((Discord))) user that he is a FBI agent and that he is conducting a investigation and that I should hand over the user names who I suspect that also view child pornography on (((Discord))) to get a reduced sentence. Note that this was without a VPN, or Tor—I was bare backing the internet. I then deleted my account before getting another response from him. Now I know that this dude was (probably) pretending to be an FBI agent. But for some reason I still think they are out to get me.

Now, I'm no psychologist, psychiatrist, or psychotherapist but I guess that you will ask me what was my childhood like in to attempt to see where the problem originates from. (Now I have got to be very careful with what details about my life I reveal because of CIA niggers and privacy.) This might be difficult to believe, but I'm still a child. I'm 15-year-old and live in Canada. I come from a very educated, upper-class family which immigrated from a European country a more than a decade ago. I speak English perfectly; I also speak other languages perfectly too. I'm very smart (I act humble, outside of the internet). I get amazing grades. I have excellent social skills and confidence; however, I choose not to have friends outside of school because I can not relate to them. I am tall, athletic and very handsome; I've had opportunities to date attractive females but refused. I do not have my own room and sleep in the same bed as my mom—even if we are wealthy and can afford more, for some reason my parents could not be bothered to move. I have a very, very, very, very strange childhood but not a bad one (I think). I could very well have a bad childhood and not be aware of it. But my parents are not abusive or anything.

I hope someone reads this wall of text apart from CIA niggers browising this board and tries to help me.

I apolgize for shit form for such and long article. I will not proofread it before posting becuase I can not be fucked. Just reply to me if I have issues understanding it.

I might have revealed too much about my life on an anonmymous, deep web basket weaving board. I have nothing to hide (unsarcastially and unironically).

Also I forgot to mention I have a hand washing thing.

I'm pretty sure both of my parents and more distant reltives have had simmilar things when they were younger and may be still now, idk

🦋💓Drama🌟Queen💓🦋 No.1943 [D][U][F]
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>>4137
What you have looks like pretty much out-of-the-book (not that I actually read any serious stuff on this xD) OCD. Have you ever considered that?
I honestly have no idea as on how to fight this other than by making conscious effort. Like, you know it is stupid and you even know why (reinstalling the drive most definitely won't fix it; there is the way to actually check if you have a genetic disorder by having your DNA checked out, so there is no point in ever thinking about it; etc etc), so why do you keep doing this then?
As I might have experienced something akin to OCD, I'll try to give you my explanation of this. We all have things we do on autopilot, and we naturally mentally check out of such actions and don't remember them. Sometimes we forget if we washed our hands or if we locked the door. And sometimes we want to double check it. As we don't remember, we want to redo the whole action again, and as we tend to do such an action on autopilot, we tend to forget AGAIN, and as such this could happen over and over.
So, to break this apart, these 2 essential things:

1) We do things on autopilot
2) We do want to recheck

I will repeat myself - since we do things on autopilot, we forget. Since we want to recheck what we forgot, we do it again. Since we do it on autopilot again, we complete the loop LMAO.

So, now that we know the culprit, fighting this becomes simple, at least on paper. We want to fight either 1), 2) or both. Either way we get what we want.
Stopping doing things on autopilot is hard and you won't do it perfectly anyway (it can have limited results though), so better do with stopping the perfectionism. I believe you have to make conscious effort to stop doing something. If you think I undermine your perfect work with that, consider the time factor also being crucial for your work. You truly can sink endless hours into something, so better make sure you don't, OK? Life is so much more than accomplishing some specific task. How do I know that? Well, life is what has given you the task in the first place.

Now, I don't know if that helped at all, but hey, I tried. xD
I think your problem is of the kind that is good to have TBH.

P.S: nice fucking job of preventive damage control BTW you fucking LARPer xD. I mean, true perfectionist would make sure their post is perfect, but I will let this slide and give you a sincere reply, since I've already have it typed

Nanonymous No.1944 [D]
>>4137
I appreciate the advice. What you have told me in your response is what I have been doing for the past two (2) months. So far it has been working and I could see myself getting past these intrusive thoughts completely within approximately a few moths or so.

>P.S: nice fucking job of preventive damage control BTW you fucking LARPer xD. I mean, true perfectionist would make sure their post is perfect, but I will let this slide and give you a sincere reply, since I've already have it typed
hehe

Nanonymous No.1945 [D]
>>3670THIS IS A DATAMINING THREAD

Nanonymous No.1946 [D]
>>3771

You sound like a TRSodomite.

Nanonymous No.1947 [D]
>>3764

You sound like a TRSodomite.

Nanonymous No.1948 [D]
bamp

Nanonymous No.1951 [D][U][F] >>1953
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Nanonymous No.1952 [D][U][F] >>1953
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hello

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>>1951
>>1952
Hi!

Nanonymous No.1955 [D]
I fuck my sister
nigger nigger
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bigger bigger
I fuck my sister
nigger nigger
bigger bigger

Nanonymous No.1974 [D][U][F]
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Nanonymous No.1985 [D] >>1991
>>1912
Doctor i hate humans and i want to exterminate humanity can you help me?

Nanonymous No.1989 [D] >>1992
i love you starfag

Nanonymous No.1991 [D][U][F] >>2140
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>>1985
Help you exterminate humanity? No fucking way, 'cause hapa race must survive and prosper.

But anyway, it's really vague. Wanting to exterminate humanity is usually an immediate reaction to people fucking with your shit, not some long standing life position. If the former is the case, you need to find some way to relax and relieve your stress. If it's the latter though, you must be pretty much consumed by hatred at this point, I would find it surprising that you'd actually ask for advice here or anywhere.

Not that I'm omniscient though, so please do tell me about your woes or whatever. More information needed.

Nanonymous No.1992 [D][U][F]
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>>1989
Thanks.

Call of the Void Nanonymous No.2139 [D] >>2154
>>1912
>wastes precious time helping people she never met or will meet
Starchan is actually a good anon and therapist deep down. I'm surprised there aren't more mentally ill anons.

>>1942
>OCD
>unresolved Discord CIA nig story
Don't ever respond to catfishers even when official. If you are wanted you will be court ordered by name and the law. You will never get a 'plea deal' in the midst of an investigation, that is just an interrogation tactic. If you reveal all your trump cards there is no need for a plea deal anymore. A good lawyer is the best course of action when harassed by ZOG. I still recommend reporting all pedoniggers when you can. Your story is most likely just a fluke.

>My psychosis story
Anyway. Does anyone have these thoughts of "What if I __" or "FUCKING stop doing that or stop thinking about harmful action _x_"? I think it's labeled "The call of the void". For instance, if I have a knife to open a package I will think to myself "Please god no control yourself, don't do it!" I'm not suicidal but the person I fear the most is myself because who else are you suppose to rely on? A better example would be things that don't require much action like loosing balance on a ledge up high, in the tall stairwells, or on a ski-lift. An action like flooring the gas peddle is another one. The difference about my thought process is mostly like "Stop it." or "Don't hurt yourself" while some other peoples are like "What if I did this?" or "Something is calling you down below." I might try some controlled Hoff breathing or yoga. I also love the outdoors when I can. Since I find being the moment relaxing and not self-metaing all my actions seem to help.

For all ill anons, I recommend a journal even if it is something impersonal. If privacy of journal would be said issue then make it about a fictional character loosely or not-loosely based around yourself incase CIA nigs or goyfriend try to datamine it. It doesn't have to be too detailed but it help you remember what you did and how you're progressing through this treacherous life.

Nanonymous No.2140 [D]
>>1991
>hapa race must survive and prosper
kike

Nanonymous No.2154 [D][U][F]
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>>2139
>Anyway. Does anyone have these thoughts of "What if I __" or "FUCKING stop doing that or stop thinking about harmful action _x_"? I think it's labeled "The call of the void".
That's rather poetic.
It's easy for me to brush aside thoughts like these though. Realistically, these thoughts just distract you from what you were going to do originally, so focusing on your goal could help.
Hope it's of any use.

Nanonymous No.2156 [D]
This thread is a Jewish Psy-ops meant to datamine users!

Nanonymous No.2200 [D][U][F] >>2201 >>2216 >>2217 >>2228
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How can I stop thinking and become an NPC for 5 minutes. It's been mentally taxing all these years.

Nanonymous No.2201 [D]
>>2200
drugs & distractions

Nanonymous No.2207 [D] >>2216
Does anyone know where I can find an older lady to fuck. Like in their 80's? I wanna fuck an old women til I hear her hip break. I don't see any geriatric sluts on Tinder or Eharmony. Where do I find the sexy senior citizen sluts?

Nanonymous No.2216 [D]
>>2207
Ask Jane Fonda for her hot friends
>>2200
Trust me, what's truely mentally taxing is being an NPC.

Nanonymous No.2217 [D] >>2230
>>2200
need

Nanonymous No.2228 [D][U][F] >>2230
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>>2200
I don't understand what's you on about, and apparently neither do others.

If you are stressed about particular something, there are ways do deal with it, like, come to terms with it, get support, I dunno.
If you are a careful and thoughtful individual, well, then you can be proud of yourself (Princess Star approves! xD) and find some stress relief, I dunno.

Though I might drop some other theory to rationalize some of the stuff.
Somebody in science field made an observation (maybe even a nature law). That a (closed? isolated? I don't remember) system tries to get an optimal position energy-wise. In other words, systems tend to conserve energy. Applied to human beings, this means an optimal, happy human is a retarded, lazy piece of shit who doesn't have to turn their brain on LOL. So, a person who actually wants to work their ass/brain off is a STRESSED individual; something DISTURBS their peace and equilibrium and they WANT TO achieve something they don't have.
So, if we agree with that theory, I think we should respect your ambitions and don't ruin them for you. And since we respect your privacy, we won't ask for further details on what might be bothering you. But those details are necessary to help you more thoroughly if you need it. Or I believe so! xD

Nanonymous No.2230 [D] >>2231 >>2232
>>2217
>>2228
Damn, these assumptions are retarded. Almost like they're both NPCs.

Nanonymous No.2231 [D][U][F] >>2232
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>>2230
This thread isn't about shitting on others, it's about sharing ideas on particular problems.
Please drop that guy some ideas or I'll put you under magic spell.

test subject sage No.2232 [D] >>2233 >>2235
>>2231
>magic spell
I'm not >>2230 but I want to see a spell demonstration.. nothing gay though.

Nanonymous No.2233 [D]
>>2232
run until you can fool! last time i experienced star magic my dick didn't work for months!

Nanonymous No.2235 [D][U][F] >>2238
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>>2232
>>>/b/2234

sage No.2237 [D]
Oh fuck that so made my nose bleed and gave me an infarction. I need to take some BiDil and wash it down with some Fanta.

Nanonymous No.2238 [D][U][F]
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>>2235
sorry I meant to include

cum kodomo No.2388 [D][U][F] >>2446
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I need to bleed her out and drink her blue blood - I had thoughts of this every single time when biting or when even slight use of force was involved, but recently with me progressing further towards the warm, worm-riddled placental sun (yep, I'm scavenger, shameless tomb raider, nothing mine is mine, another reason why I'm so radically enstranged), any kind of senseless, boring passion makes me need it more and more. Next time I'll cut her or bite her bad. I see neck, I see vein and I see it as source of blood. I see skin and I see sheen robe. I see head and I need to defeat Kraken ffs.

reasons/symptoms or whatevs:
I have developed an interest in them stroking my colchidian hair over time. I like being child very much and was always fixated on my golden fleece. I don't know what does it have to do with anything above, but I feel like it's part of it. I'm also more and more fixated on breasts. I like to suck on nipples or just put my head down there and be safe and pampered.
I no longer know what turns me on anymore (sexually as in to get my dick erected) because everything related to eros gives me but a mere fluid vacuum filling all the blank spaces in my heart, mind and body; I love it most of the time, I become the vacuum, but at the same time I become full nothingness, not even butterfly flapping its transcluent wings in void as I did before. I doesn't really exist for several reasons a long time, but this is too much. Even the term vacuum is too much.
I seek more and more bodily proximity instead of sex too, as if my director was Antonioni. Foreplay is vodka and sex throwing up; 2 hours:2 minutes.
You know, Star-san, I'm not worthy of this one.

Once a red moon
Once a black sun
I am my doom
You are my fun
¤

Nanonymous No.2446 [D][U][F] >>2497
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>>2388
Of all the people in this thread I understand you the least.

As I see it, you either have no problem or your problems are trivial to solve here, either by marking them unsolvable on an imageboard (the psycho part), or basically your business (the hedonist part).

Please feel free to add something to what you've said or to ask me to elaborate on something you want.

Nanonymous No.2448 [D][U][F] >>2451 >>2454 >>2456 >>2457
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I am not mentally ill but I will play along for the sake of gaining m'lady's attention. Ahem

This little elephant dropped out of society half a decade ago. He lives with his family in secluded area. He hates women for he believes that he was wronged by them in his youth. Actually he hates society as a whole which is why he prefers to never leave his property. When approached he will attempt to flee and hide in his heavily barricaded room.

Speaking of his room. Before sleep this Finish elephant makes sure to push all the furniture to his door and window in order to secure a safe sleep. He hasn't broken any law but whenever there is a door bell he half expects it to be police.

Oh and Star. I am a solid 7/10, tall and lean from exercising 1 hour a day while watching anime. Call me xoxoxox

Nanonymous No.2451 [D] >>2453 >>2458
>>2448
tl;dr show feet you little whore

Nanonymous No.2453 [D] >>2458
>>2451
>tl;dr show feet you little whore

:D :D :D :D

This guy gets me

Nanonymous No.2454 [D]
>>2448
worse than i thought lol

Nanonymous No.2456 [D] >>2458 >>2460
>>2448
>Before sleep this Finish elephant makes sure to push all the furniture to his door and window
I do this too, only in front of my goor though.
>He hasn't broken any law but whenever there is a door bell he half expects it to be police.
Same, i had small troubles with the "system" and that fucked up all the trust that i had for it(police was involved and i was accused of stuff, while i didn't fo anything and was just minding my own business without breaking any laws).

Nanonymous No.2457 [D][U][F] >>2460 >>2461 >>2464
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>>2448
You know, you don't say you hate women and then immediately proceed to hit on some cartoon girl, even as a joke.

So the only acceptable answer would be to deny your request for help.

Nanonymous No.2458 [D]
>>2456
>goor
door
>>2451
>>2453
a pic of her vagene would be better

Nanonymous No.2460 [D] >>2465 >>2525
>>2456
>Same, i had small troubles with the "system" and that fucked up all the trust that i had for it(police was involved and i was accused of stuff, while i didn't fo anything and was just minding my own business without breaking any laws).

I think we are all one police calling rat away from having our houses searched. You don't even need any evidence to get police involved in many states and countries.

>>2457
>You know, you don't say you hate women and then immediately proceed to hit on some cartoon girl, even as a joke.

I can only think about having sex with one woman and I really hate her. She has done horrible things to me in the past. You annoy me too with avatarfagging and it gives me a little hate boner.

Nanonymous No.2461 [D] >>2465
>>2457
can you just put him under magic spell already?

Nanonymous No.2464 [D]
>>2457
can you just show him your magic feet already?

Nanonymous No.2465 [D][U][F] >>2466
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>>2460
>She has done horrible things to me in the past
Let me guess, did she take your sweet roll?

>>2461
You do know that magic is an arcane art, right? Maybe I already did.

Nanonymous No.2466 [D] >>2467
>>2465
>Let me guess, did she take your sweet roll?

She betrayed my trust, lied to me and tried to use me in a non sexual way.

Nanonymous No.2467 [D][U][F] >>2468
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>>2466
This doesn't say me much. Like, I think it's too little to hate for TBH. Maybe I'm just kind.

Nanonymous No.2468 [D] >>2469
>>2467
She is the only female I ever opened up to, someone I trusted and viewed as a friend. I had no sexual thoughts about her but since the day she screwed me over all I can think of is rough sex with her. I would finish on her face, spit at her face, call her a whore and never talk to her again after that.

Nanonymous No.2469 [D][U][F] >>2470 >>2471
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>>2468
Yikes.
Could you share the whole story at this point?

Nanonymous No.2470 [D] >>2472
>>2469
What do I receive in return for opening up to another slut like you?

Nanonymous No.2471 [D] >>2472
>>2469
Yikes.
Could you share your whole feet at this point?

Nanonymous No.2472 [D][U][F] >>2473
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>>2470
Some other person could understand you better?

>>2471
Nope.

Nanonymous No.2473 [D] >>2474 >>2475
>>2472
She tried to seduce me just so she could hurt our mutual friend.

Nanonymous No.2474 [D][U][F] >>2476 >>2477
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>>2473
Ah, OK.
While she is clearly wrong here, is it right for YOU to be so stuck on this and probably miss all remaining chances for getting a good girl? I mean, obviously it's not, so I'm being fairly trivial here, but hey, don't let it define you.
>tried to seduce me just so she could hurt our mutual friend.
BTW how do you know this? Like, did she tell you herself or something?
Also there are further questions. Did you "open up" to her because of her "seducing attempts" or the seduction happened later? Why did you believe her in the first place, like, that she was serious about you, as seemingly she was in some troubled relationship with your mutual friend?

Nanonymous No.2475 [D]
>>2473
To women, we're nothing but furniture-moving dildos with legs, my friend.

Nanonymous No.2476 [D] >>2479
>>2474
She as my friend before she attempted to seduce me. I know she did it with ill intent because she did it with several other men but I was the only one who didn't fuck her.

Nanonymous No.2477 [D] >>2482
>>2474
>and probably miss all remaining chances for getting a good girl?

I am too far gone to ever date someone. After spending 5 years in seclusion and becoming a loser that hates women the outcome is obvious.
Nothing good awaits me. I have given up on myself and everyone around me. All I am doing now is wasting time until I eventually die.

Nanonymous No.2479 [D][U][F]
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>>2476
> She as my friend before she attempted to seduce me.
So, the whole reason for you to hate her is her betraying trust of your mutual friend, am I following you correctly here? Because from what I can tell, you knew she was cheating for a long time and she remained your friend regardless. Also, if she did it with other men while being in a relationship with your friend, your story doesn't make sense for me. And if she DIDN'T do it WHILE being with your friend, then it's weird you didn't warn your mutual friend or otherwise intervene into this. As I see it, if you valued your mutual friend more than her, you could warn him. And if you did NOT, well, she could've stayed your friend.
Other than that, the conclusion that she was malicious about the whole deal and the whole "other men" thing look kinda dubious but I'll trust your sources and your judgement.

Nanonymous No.2482 [D][U][F] >>2483
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>>2477
Very dark and edgy.

I mean, I cannot do much about that over the Internet other than sending you beams of love or whatever, so you have to deal with this problem yourself. Obvious tips: you are simply wrong.

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>>2482
>Very dark and edgy.

Not really. Most people who stray away from the path as far as I did never change their course nor do they want to. We are heading towards the cliff well aware of our impending doom.

My heart fills with sadness knowing that I will die before I see Star-chans feet. UWAAAAAH

Nanonymous No.2484 [D][U][F] >>2485
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>>2483
>I will die before I see Star-chans feet
You didn't make all that shit above up just so you can ask this, did you now?

Nanonymous No.2485 [D] >>2486
>>2484
>You didn't make all that shit above up just so you can ask this, did you now?

What kind of man lies to his waifu? If our relationship was built on lies it would never last.

Nanonymous No.2486 [D][U][F] >>2487
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>>2485
Well, that means that you did fuck up with your friend. Sorry.
Anyway, think about what I said, and if you did, think again.

Nanonymous No.2487 [D] >>2488
>>2486
I will explain better. She did not cheat because they were no longer dating when she started bedding other men.
She accused him of being abusive and then went on a fuck streak for a week attempting to fuck every male friend that he had.
I was the only one who remained neutral and did not side with anyone when they broke up.

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>>2487
Well, why do you hate her then? Did she throw you a fit over you not wanting to have seggs with her? What the actual fuck?
> I was the only one who remained neutral and did not side with anyone when they broke up.
Maybe the situation required a choice. And is it even neutral when she hates you?

am i just too lonely vacuum No.2497 [D] >>2498
>>2446
>you either have no problem
This may be actually the problem. All the problems I in the moment can have are the ones I create and no else.
>"psycho" part
It's something I have urge to do for what I still more or less consider unknown reason, if there's any reason at all. I mean, the ones I want to bleed dry and drink are the ones who I consider superior pretty much in every aspect to me self, ones who agreed to my request to torture me and who I'll defend as long as I need to be tortured. Maybe it's some kind of primordial instinct to absorb their character and knowledge through these means when I can't on my own reach their clouded estates or maybe it's because of the distance and timespan between our "meetups" (timespans are long and since I'm relative nolifer, I spend whole days imagining few minutes in their embrace; lack of physical contact often drives me crazy); although I think that in the end I'm unable to hurt them, they are my only connection to any sort of shared reality. Drinking them could solve that, but it could bring consequences such is prison. I don't really know how to deal with it.
Am I even masochist? I sure am not sadist. Next there's apparently half-fake inferiority complex and half-genuine superiority complex.

Nanonymous No.2498 [D][U][F] >>2502 >>2521 >>3785
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>>2497
Well, if you want life advice from me you'll have to share a lot more, preferrably in less ornate and less personal descriptions. Not that I insist, it's a question of you being comfortable with sharing.
I'm mostly curious whether you live a life like what your peers at your place have, and what are your thoughts on it. And whether you have people who live like you at all at you place. In other words, how much of a special snowflake are you? xD
I don't mean to offend you or get in your business. I'm just, I dunno, listening.

Also WTF are these "rare visits" are you paying them or what the heck is this?

feel free to ask Nanonymous No.2502 [D] >>2503 >>3785
>>2498
>comfortable with sharing
I pretty much am comfortable with it.
>whether you live a life like what your peers at your place have and what are your thoughts on it
I'm not sure what are you asking me here.
>whether you have people who live like you at all at your place
-//-
>how much of a special snowflake are you?
I think I'm pretty much normie in my heart. I'd be relatively satisfied or whatevs with good, stable and not time-demanding job which is scarce in my country, few friends and their acquaintances I can recite my shit to and loving girlfriend who will tell me that I suck and that I need to change when necessary, and few other people who would tell me wake the fuck up and helped me then, again, if necessary; I don't have any big aspirations anymore. Like, long time I had the same dream as Zola, to have a little cabin and live there like hermit. Before that I wanted to storm the world and bring the permanent revolution to life. I tend to be very sad in company of more than one human so that's it.
Now: I have no friends, I go sleep at 3 o'clock and wake up at 9-11, recently I spend all my time either refreshing nanochan while playing stellaris (in one hand cigarette and on table cheap whiskey or coca-cola) or reading critiques by hacks, poems in prose and watching "art"films. I don't eat much as I spend most of the time indoors and have no movement, despite or because of that I'm really slender. I drink green tea when I'm not drinking. I don't work anymore, but I'm going to job next month, 2 days a week; I'll have enough money then to spend month wandering through whatever shithole I'll want to when spring comes, on books and other expenses, after that repeat and so on. It's pretty comfy honestly, I'm from "divorced" (there was no wedding in the first place) family; basically I stay at my moms place, it's not like I have any social life anyway haha, but sometimes I lie about it, it's easier that way. I write from time to time. Not that much anymore. I don't even know whether my writing is any good as the only person who read what I didn't consider personal was what I considered my closest friend at the time. I think she didn't miss out on anything.
Yep, I think I'm pretty much normie. I run proprietary shit, I run devuan, I don't care about programming despite me larping about it for a while for absolutely no reason lol, maybe I thought it was cool, I don't know. I don't have any problem with talking to people. I think I'm very charismatic pretty face but it ruins that I'm insufferable faggot who often talks too much and generally hates substance. I also think I may seem arrogant. Oh, and I'm complete airhead. Pretty much only reason I'm here is because reddit sucks so much it's impossible, 4cucks is for cucks, pigchan always sucked and because I like to lie on internets from time to time, I mean, isn't one of the purposes of anonymous boards to smuggle little truths in lies and so on? Friends I had I have nothing common with now and I don't really know how to meet people I have something in common with. I also think that 99% of those I have sicw would consider me complete faggot, but it's not like I ever had any chance to speak to any lol.

Nanonymous No.2503 [D][U][F] >>2521
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>>2502
>I think I'm pretty much normie in my heart. I'd be relatively satisfied or whatevs with good, stable and not time-demanding job which is scarce in my country, few friends and their acquaintances I can recite my shit to and loving girlfriend who will tell me that I suck and that I need to change when necessary, and few other people who would tell me wake the fuck up and helped me then, again, if necessary
You don't mean to tell that you cannot achieve all of the above because you're an "airhead", right?
>Pretty much only reason I'm here is because reddit sucks so much it's impossible, 4cucks is for cucks, pigchan always sucked
Does this conversation "lack substance" enough for you? xD
Anyway, being an airhead brings you some bonuses and some penalties, so, never be in serious places ever, I guess, unless you want some change.
Other than that, I dont know what to say. I'm not the type of person who would say that you need to change your life (though minor lifestyle adjustments like fixing the sleeping schedule are definitely helpful), and you didn't give me personally much reason to say so. As for the psyche part, you look fine. I mean you are serious enough, despite claiming "being an airhead", and, likewise, your either self-characterisics don't deviate much from the norm. Like, maybe to a point you could talk about it, but not to a point of asking for an actual therapist session or whatever. Also, ultimately, you seem to be starved for friends a bit, but I have my doubts that you need my advice on that. Do you want it? If you don't let's conclude this.

Nanonymous No.2504 [D][U][F] >>2505
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I will stop hitting on you Star since the feelings are obviously one sided.
</3

Nanonymous No.2505 [D][U][F] >>2506 >>2514
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>>2504
Ain't you "too far gone to ever date someone" or who are you even? xD
Anyway please don't use this thread for this purpose. Use some other.

Nanonymous No.2506 [D] >>2509
This is just sad and painful to read tbh.
Wasn't this supposed to be a thread to help people?
>>1912
>ITT Star-chan will try to help!
>>2505
>Breaks nanon heart without any mercy.
>Kicks him out of the thread.

Imagine if this was an actual psychiatric visit lol.

Nanonymous No.2507 [D] >>2508
>>Docktor Starchan
You should incorporate some inkblots then psychobabblize each other. You need more analytic tools to diagnose fellow nanofags.

forgetful nigger No.2508 [D][U][F]
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>>2507
forgot

Nanonymous No.2509 [D][U][F] >>2511
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>>2506
Are you sure you're not the exact same nanon? xD
Anyway the psychiatrist is not supposed to become involved personally, so I did nothing wrong. Also you conveniently missed the part where he's "not mentally ill". He's pretty sad about how his life turned out and maybe less so after our conversation. Maybe. Though I could drops some tips about how to stop being sad if I didn't.

rfvmA4onoSw

>Imagine if this was an actual psychiatric visit lol.
The actual psychiatrist would prescribe him some shit that would mess with his body chemistry, I guess. I can work only with magic.

Nanonymous No.2511 [D]
>>2509
It's true, psychs are often just disinterested cold assholes, and are always completely unrelatable.

Nanonymous No.2514 [D][U][F] >>2517 >>2527
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>>2505
>Anyway please don't use this thread for this purpose. Use some other.

I made two threads about you and you are not responsive in either of them. It's okay. You would rather suck sub 80 IQ chad's disease ridden penor than entertain me online. This is my final reply.

Nanonymous No.2517 [D] >>2527
>>2514
How rude lol.

-10 social credit points for your lack of tact

Starfag you lose points too:

-3 social credit points for not having the creativity to post Star's cartoon soles as a joke

Nanonymous No.2521 [D][U][F] >>2529
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>>2498
>Also WTF are these "rare visits" are you paying them or what the heck is this?
I pay with shards of my fragile soul.
>>2503
>You don't mean to tell that you cannot achieve all of the above because you're an "airhead", right?
The problem in the first place lies in that I don't want it, otherwise I'd do something for it. I hate work. I don't know what I want, but it's rarely what I want like what the fuck. I think the Zola's dream is probably what'll happen, I have another few years to decide on that but unless something changes, like meeting new people or moving I think this will be the route I take: to Georgia, to cabin, to graze sheep; yeah, I think that's what suits me the most. It's not like my prospects are good or like there are any good jobs, certainly not in my area, and slightly better jobs in another areas I simply can't do because I lack education papers for that. This and the fact that I don't like/hate most aspects of this world, especially the ones related to daily life, but that's for another thread.
>starved for friends
Not really, sure, I'd probably enjoy some, but friends tend to be demanding and it's not like I'd like to spend time with them unless them being of the same breed I am. That doesn't mean I want them perfect or something.
What I lack way more is in general both physical and mental closeness with opposite sex, but that's long-standing problem I don't really know what to do about because I, again, don't really know what I want. I'm pretty much a basic woman in all this shit I guess.
>Do you want it?
Yes.

Nanonymous No.2525 [D][U][F]
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>>2460
>>>/reddit/ or kys

Nanonymous No.2526 [D][U][F] >>2546 >>2777
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ITT niggers and reddit tier posting.

Nanonymous No.2527 [D][U][F]
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>>2514
Why do you have to be so needy? We have a friendly chat, what else do you want from me to "entertain you online"? I have nothing to add in either of those threads, really.

>>2517
> -3 social credit points for not having the creativity to post Star's cartoon soles as a joke
I actually thought about that but that would mean to give in to a rude inconsiderate demand anyway.

Nanonymous No.2529 [D][U][F] >>2530 >>2568 >>2582 >>2584
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>>2521
OK, I think that you are vastly delusional or, optionally, deceptive; and that your laziness will be your downfall. Raising cattle in the middle of forest or whatever is going to be a lot of work which you hate.
As for the other thing, escaping is indeed an option if you hate the world, but what is your strategy's gonna be? Running forever until it becomes impossible? Well, that could work in this day and age still, but again, I have my doubts about you actually wanting a life like that.
You see, you are keenly socially aware. Playing social games entertains you and you being sad about it could be mostly due to the fact there is not enough interesting players. Or maybe I'm being a bit far-fetched here, but you definitely want something to do with people. Hermit life is not for you. Or maybe it's for a future you, like, when you're 50 or something, I dunno.
Anyway, I urge you to think long and hard about your future, or harder than you usually do, anyway. Maybe you'll come across some better idea. Also you seem to be fixed on yourself, like not much in an egocentric sense, but rather on your current self. You want to preserve this "self" even if it makes you sad. Like, I dunno what goes through your head usually, but if somebody says something stupid, it's not the end of the world, and, heck, what if it's YOU who are stupid at some particular case? Don't let your pride get the better of you.
>Yes.
OK, I need to recollect my thoughts a bit. Coming soon.

alluring Nanonymous No.2530 [D][U][F] >>2532
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>>2529
Now you are playing with me and I don't know whether I should submit or not.

Nanonymous No.2531 [D][U][F]
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>OK, I need to recollect my thoughts a bit. Coming soon.

OK, about friends. I'm pretty sure everybody knows this already, but it wouldn't hurt to repeat it.

We can define friends as somebody close enough to know a lot about you and who you know about a lot as well. And the most important, you CARE about that "we" that emerges from that. If you talk about your friends, you use "we" a lot.
Making friends is relatively easy to be quite frank with you. Essentially, you have to be "friendly" if you want to attract people. Less thinking about yourself, more thinking about how others see you. It's not really fake if you're in a good mood, I suppose. So, be in a good mood. Also, I remember saying it being "easy". Well, if you tend to be gloomy and otherwise unsightly, you will have a problem here. However, you still can have friends who will appreciate your hard-to-deal-with self, it's just going to be more difficult, because people like it easy. Be easy.
Anyway, initial acquaintance is the trivial part. Now we're going to talk about keeping friends. As you correctly noted about being "demanding", friends are a commitment. You HAVE TO give and receive, or else it ISN'T GONNA WORK. The aforementioned "we" would not MAKE SENSE, can you see that? So, having friends is like having a team in life.
Other minor points: friends don't have to be perfect, friends don't have to be a life-long commitment unless you all really want to, and well, I don't know what else to say. Keep it cool, I guess.

Nanonymous No.2532 [D][U][F] >>2533
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>>2530
>Now you are playing with me
I certainly hope I am not, 'cause that would be unwanted.

stop it Nanonymous No.2533 [D][U][F] >>2535 >>2537
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>>2532
it's like swarm of needles

Nanonymous No.2535 [D][U][F]
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>>2533
Jeesh, if you are bored with my company you can just say so. xD
Also, improving your English skills with Star-chan: it's "A swarm of needles", DUH.

Anyway, I think we're done here with the doctoring part, so nothing holds you here.

can i touch you now No.2537 [D][U][F] >>2538
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>>2533
I meant picrel.
>if you are bored with my company you can just say so
Quite the opposite. I have to do me a dinner, I'm hungry.

Nanonymous No.2538 [D] >>2540
>>2537
Why are all your posts so sappy and gay?

sapling sapful No.2540 [D][U][F] >>2541 >>2543 >>2544
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>>2538
Wait for the l-o-ng ONE.

CSi-Detriot No.2541 [D]
>>2540
>pic
God that probably is you, kiddo. I'm an NSA worker and a contractor for Facebook. I compared Facial Composites and your stylometric patterns. That's you, bucko.

Detriot-csi No.2543 [D]
That's you, bucko. I compared Facial Composites and your stylometric patterns. God that probably is you, kiddo. I'm an NSA worker and a contractor for Facebook.
>pic
>>2540

Nanonymous No.2544 [D]
>>2540
Is this the chad, Star's been having sex with instead of showing us her feet pics? REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Nanonymous No.2546 [D]
>>2526
I want to impregnate her.

Nanonymous No.2547 [D]
>alluring
More like aru-ing

that's all for today Nanonymous No.2568 [D][U][F] >>2569
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>>2529
>interesting players
So far you gave me only the first one, the one with hegel, handsome blondie who was fat when he was younger, one I never wanted but would kill for and the old one, one I would die for.

Nanonymous No.2569 [D][U][F] >>2577
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>>2568
I legitimately don't understand what you're talking about in this post even after thinking about it for like 5 minutes.

Nanonymous No.2570 [D] >>2571
There is this odd overwhelming feeling that ive not been able to identify.
First time it happened was when i was like 13. I was walking down the street when ive noticed this one interesting pavement tile. Suddenly it felt like the most perfect and beautiful thing in the world. I couldnt move and just stood there and stared at it, appreciating its beauty. It was such an intense experience i have its image still burned into my mind like a decade later. Anyways when i was able to leave it behind, literally everything ive looked at just felt... amazing. Perfect, just the way it is. Even humans. Not as strong, but still pretty damn overwhelming. There is a lot more to it but its just so fucking indescribable. Its kind of like feeling really sad and really happy at the same time but not really. Ever since then it just randomly triggers for no reason with almost no logic except that i have to be outside. It almost never happens while inside and when it does its short and not as strong. It varies in intensity a lot, sometimes its barely noticable and sometimes it completely blows me away. The most intense one i had that one ive commited myself to commiting sudoku. The experience was so overwhelming with the sunset and nature and everything it changed me forever.
It doesnt bother me that much anymore, its just so odd and since i suppose it doesnt happen to normal people (or i would fucking found out wtf it is by now), god knows what it means. At this point i just really want to know what it is

Nanonymous No.2571 [D][U][F] >>2572 >>2602
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>>2570
I don't know what it is.

I suppose it has something to do with imprinting (one of the ways how neurons work, or more precisely, how they "train") and with you being able to feel the world more rather than less directly, the way it is. Like, I don't want to say much here, but people past certain age (usually people above age of 6 or so I guess) just lose that ability altogether. Abstract thinking is a strong drug and popping that bubble might be impossible for some. Though there are probably some techniques on achieving that state, like, maybe buddhist monks do it, I dunno.

Nanonymous No.2572 [D] >>2573
>>2571
Well that was unsatisfying
Thanks anyways i guess

Nanonymous No.2573 [D][U][F]
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>>2572
Maybe what you experience is this:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Satori

In Christianity, it is linked to Gnosis (there were a lot of Gnostic sects back in the day).

I didn't really explore that field of human knowledge. I'm rather simple-minded, I guess.

Nanonymous No.2577 [D] >>2593
>>2569
Then you suck at engineering more than I do.

Nanonymous No.2582 [D][U][F] >>2599
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>>2529
>laziness
Did you read my post? Read this one. Laziness was and is my downfall.
Short summary: I found girl on tinder in my second or third year on high-school which was esentially prison. We texted for some time and once I saw her.. You know the rest. I wasn't lonely back then as much as I'm now, but I seeked woman's warmth at the time. She didn't tell me crucial truth in the start, so ask me about that if you want, or about the whole relationship, but right now I'm drained.
To explain the next paragraph, they didn't let me to matura; it deals with repair tests.

I'm sure I'd finish normal high school/gymnasium/lyceum, like, whatever you can think of possibly rather easily; what happened is that I never looked at the subjects I had to, I didn't even sleep the day before. Tis not completely my fault, first teacher was complete faggot so I never even had chance to learn what he wanted, sure, he'd probably let me to the matura if I looked at what I had chance to look at at least a little, but I'm very sure I'd fail then and second was literally retarded mentally ill turkey and I never liked mathematics, if anything I hated everything past ancient stuff and physics for reasons you likely know so it was hard for me to even start with it. The fact that I supremely fucked it up with her right before the end didn't help, the fact that everything I ever dreamed of to that day stood around what I still consider my love for her means that it fucked me up right here, in the head. Even today I still think 'bout her from time to time and regret all what happened past that; I'm still hopelessly thirsting for that sublime ray of hope from the past, to feel once again the rope of sanity looping 'round my neck.
The senior year on high school was all fucked up and I was in deep depressions from even thinking about her, I couldn't stand the distance and all the shit that comes with it, deprived of what I loved, deprived of love I didn't even care for the few friends I ever had. I'd do the the same if I could revert the time back, except doing something so that I could share her breath. Pathetic, but I'm not ashamed: no, I'm not; while I never really searched past her, I still think we are meant for each other or at least that I was born to be her. I just can't let go for the reason above and because I never found any other who would even remotely care about me as much as she did.
The second senior year was completely fucked up, again, as I distance-studied and spiralled far away from society; I spend the whole year watching anime and reading sfw hentai shit with no intent of coming back as there was nothing of interest anywhere. I could probably find someone to save me through tinder, but I'm very unlikeable and not really dateable person so I'm not sure whether I'd get something else than ugly and dumb existencies in which I'm not interested, like, even I have morals; then there comes that I wasn't interested in anybody else but her. The reason why I cut it all was because I thought I'll go batshit crazy.
Friends I can talk with I don't know where to search for, well, just like the second her, I found them where I didn't want to.
>work
I differentiate between work and 'work', check /l/ or /pol/.
>escape
What Europe is today will once reach my sacrosant Gruzia; if I'll ever escape what I deem as irreversible, that is todays and futures society here in Europe and pretty much everywhere else, I'll be not escaping, but to be part of the last stand against, you know, this. I don't think it's much different in Gruzia actually, it's just the one country I idealized, is not in EU, has rich, juicy history and beautiful language. And mountains, of course. Like, everyone needs some beacon, some harbor where one thinks he can dock when he hears the thunder of pop.
>wanting a life like that
Yeah, I don't know what I want, I mean, I like the language, some of the poets and generally think it's not solution, to just run and live ascetic hermit life somewhere else; like, I enjoy dithyrambs, what more do you need to know? But ask yourself: what am I capable of doing? Writing 13-paged free verse poem called i am the sun and bombing the parliment or somethin'? Like, what will it change? All that'll happen is comedy on the televi and after few days nobody will care, maybe someone'll bump the thread after several months but that's it. This is cattle we are talking about; if living in what they live is not enough then this can't possibly change shit. I applaud to imageboards attempts to turn me into /pol/tard shit though or whatever it was supposed to mean lol. Retards and even more pathetic than I am; I'm not even nationalist in the usual sense of the word, like, whatever you create in relevant language is national and if there's nation I like the least, it's the one I could be considered part of. I simply can't find anything positive about them, only in idealized past or in few artists/societies of who all are either gideists or commies. Like, whatever we all should seek, if anything, is BEAUTY AND LOVE. Finding beauty in love and love in beauty: that's the purpose of being anti-purpose; pure poetry streamed right into your heart and transposed by life.
I deemed university to be my ticket to changing the world or at least the people around me; now I'm alone and all I can possibly change is myself, one who can't ever affect others. Probably the reason why I'm often so bitter, I need people to live, always needed.
>self
That's where I'm pure masochist. The way how other people see me became my last connection with reality, maybe that's why I obssess over it.
>What if it's YOU who's stupid at some particular case?
I think I'm not that dumb to acknowledge that I'm not the biggest brainac out there. I know what you are talking about though; part of it is me being me and part of it long, long play.
At some point it became painful performance art, so blame it. I used shift and caps lock.
>pride
I think it already got the better of me. But right now I'm free of it, at 3 o'clock in the morning, smoking hot.

Nanonymous No.2584 [D][U][F] >>2596
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>>2529
unnumbered part as I didn't answer all I wanted, but tell me from where does come
>Playing social games entertains you and you being sad about it could be mostly due to the fact there is not enough interesting players. Or maybe I'm being a bit far-fetched here, but you definitely want something to do with people.

Nanonymous No.2593 [D][U][F] >>2595
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>>2577
Uncalled for. ><
If you have anything to add, feel free to add.
Anyway I don't understand how I ("you gave me") got involved into that mess. And I don't remember him talking about girls, like, actual girls in a relationship and what not and not some "visits". That was the first.
And why engineering?????? Guys, don't be random for no reason pls

Nanonymous No.2595 [D] >>2601
>>2593
>Guys, don't be random for no reason pls
<posts this on the randomest /b/oard

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>>2584
In short, being a poet means caring about feelings, DUH, and you do care about others.
Other signs include caring about politics, or rather, about the current state of society and whatnot.
At this point it's safe to assume that if you managed to start living as a hermit, you would still want to go back.
And you confirmed it yourself - "I need people to live, always needed".

Though, all in all, maybe saying that "it's not for you" is not quite correct, as I believe that people do change. "It's not for current you" seems better.

Nanonymous No.2599 [D][U][F] >>2622
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>>2582
Good to see that we agree on major points. xD
>I differentiate between work and 'work', check /l/ or /pol/.
So far, it sounds like a lame excuse. Nobody asks you to love the routine but they say that patience is a virtue. xD

Also, you know what? I think before anything you need to find a way to RELAX. I dunno what your daily life looks like (not to the last detail), but something out there just puts you on the edge. Or maybe it's yourself you hate, that means you're fucked until you resolve that conflict, or until you find a way to become less focused on self, or whatever. Like, I'm trying to be theurapetic here. Take a nice, deep breath, go outside, write a poem about the beauty of nature, I dunno. I hope those are some useful tips. xD

Other than that, you have said a lot of what might put you on the edge, and likely it's just people. Hating your nation for no apparently big reason is not normal - they are just folks, somebody dumb, somebody smart, somebody nice, somebody ugly, like, it's more frustration than anything, probably. People could have their circumstances for behaving like they do, I dunno, cut them some slack. xD

>/pol/tard shit
Also you probably should stop browsing /pol/ altogether. Like, quit it for 2 months, don't think about it, see where it brings you. Or even better, quit browsing Web altogether for 2 months. By that I mean NO INTERNET. You are allowed to look up the weather forecast but that's about it. Don't turn on the TV either, that means no anime, no NOTHING. Maybe your visual perception is overloaded at this point.

That could be some exciting experience overall, don't you agree?

Nanonymous No.2601 [D][U][F] >>2603
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>>2595
You're not on the board though. You're in the thread. Now explain yourself or get blasted!

hyperlexic No.2602 [D][U][F] >>2604 >>2608
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>>2571
Nice, but I don't know which one I am. I have something of both. Sometimes I think it changes each day depending oh what I do.
Do you care enough to try to classify me based on the long experience?

Nanonymous No.2603 [D] >>2616
>>2601
Non. Le thread is on le board though. Explain yourself or get reported to the relevant internet authorities.

Nanonymous No.2604 [D]
>>2602
Give me your best here, I'm afraid to evaluate myself.

Nanonymous No.2608 [D][U][F] >>2614 >>2620 >>2801
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>>2602
Eh you sure you quoted the right post buddy?
>I have something of both.
Of which? Hermit/non hermit? Well, in my opinion, everybody needs some privacy.
> Do you care enough to try to classify me based on the long experience?
I really don't care and I'm bad at classifying people.
You're fine dude. Fine. You're sincere (or you have some really good imagination xD), you're passionate, and if you think I'm praising you too much, think of the downsides of those two qualities yourself.
If you care about my opinion, then I don't like you that much. Sometimes you are absolutely braindead not caring about what I say, and I don't like repeating myself. Though you still some heads above the worst people I met.

Hope this helps.

Nanonymous No.2614 [D][U][F] >>2615 >>2617
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>>2608
>Eh you sure you quoted the right post buddy?
Yeah. After reading wiki posts I meet criteria for both autism and schizoshit. I may be AS as well.
What stuns me is that I'm one big mixed bag of all symptoms possible. Combine it with amusia and the result becomes schizo AS with 110 IQ. That's not even sad.

Nanonymous No.2615 [D]
>>2614
postsarticles

Nanonymous No.2616 [D][U][F]
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>>2603
TRANSCEDENTAL MARSHMALLOW BEAM

Nanonymous No.2617 [D][U][F] >>2618
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>>2614
>I meet criteria for both autism and schizoshit
That wasn't what that post was about.
>After reading wiki
All the more reason to stop reading the Web. xD
>I meet criteria for both autism and schizoshit
Anyway, a lot of people might, but they don't get diagnosed with an actual disorder. It's actually impossible to determine the criteria for that, and mostly people will give you to brain surgeons if you really fuck up. Or maybe if you give yourself to them psychs on your own volition.
>I'm one big mixed bag of all symptoms possible
Isn't it called "a normal person"? xD

Nanonymous No.2618 [D] >>2619
>>2617
>Isn't it called "a normal person"? xD
No. You remember the last friday english class better than me.
I JUST WANT SPECIAL TREATMENT and MILDER SENTENCE

Nanonymous No.2619 [D][U][F] >>2620
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>>2618
Fine. If you insist on being crazy, then be, not that I can tell the difference.
I just try to help with some issues you're facing.
And anyway you don't follow my advice. I'm serious. Get off the Web and see where it brings you. See you in 2 months. I'll be here.
DISMISSED! xD

Nanonymous No.2620 [D][U][F]
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>>2619
>help
>>2608 you are evil
>GOTW
Starting yesterday I'll try to.

everevereverevereverevereverevereverevereverevereverevereverever when I wake up I'll be young No.2622 [D]
>>2599
>patience is virtue
Well, it was becoming unbearable.
>it's yourself you hate
Sure I am. Less focus on myself and more on others would probably help. Unable to do something about myself, unable and incapable to approach somebody out of the the cage as well. I need people to change (or to be a better person according to me self). fuck it's horrible to read all of it
What hurts me a lot is that I'm hugely indeciesive, I don't know when and if to pull; I could go help new neighbors moving in, young at that with girl I'd probably go crazy about as soon as our eyes would meet. Yet I did nothing, just looked from window and thought whether I should go for a cigarette and help myself; as soon as I decided it was already too late, so I just smoke and laughed and stood.
>hating your nation
I never said I hate it, but that's for another thread.
>beauty of nature
Thanks, gramps, but that's not what I see there, ever.
>/pol/
guilty pleasure

As for the interesting players, yeah, I lack them. I look nice and weird and I want nice and weird looking people around myself, someone I don't stand out too much with. Equilibrium or vague feeling of freedom, human angels and black heaven. Someone I feel easy around with no need to shitpost or hide my fever. Something I have with the second her, just better.

Like, whatever, see you in 2 months, if ever. I hope I won't have to.

Nanonymous No.2664 [D][U][F] >>2665
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I would have sex with a female corpse if it was still warm.

Nanonymous No.2665 [D][U][F] >>2668
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>>2664
I had, it's shit.

Nanonymous No.2668 [D] >>2669
>>2665
was it loose or tight?

Nanonymous No.2669 [D] >>2670
>>2668
Loose and wet.

Nanonymous No.2670 [D][U][F] >>2671
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>>2669
>Loose and wet.

Oh god, can you imagine plowing Star's dead pussy and it making the sound of a swamp being walked on.

Nanonymous No.2671 [D] >>2672 >>2674
>>2670
Star's was tight.

Nanonymous No.2672 [D] >>2673 >>2674
>>2671
>was
What the fuck, past tense? Is she dead now? Or even worse, loose?

Nanonymous No.2673 [D] >>2674
>>2672
Right now she might be gangbanged, who knows how's her pussy now.

Nanonymous No.2674 [D] >>2675
>>2671
>>2672
>>2673

If her pussy is loose we can just stick two peeners in there.It's not homo if dicks touch inside vagina.

TRIPLE PENETRATION! Nanonymous No.2675 [D] >>2676
>>2674
make it three, my brother

Nanonymous No.2676 [D]
>>2675
The three musketers.Where the hell is star though?Is she cowering at the mere sight of our glorious manhoods?

haha Nanonymous No.2679 [D][U][F]
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actually as for /pol/, that's maybe your greatest achievement

Gross Maggotry Nanonymous No.2685 [D]
This is some pretty bad fucking derailment. OFF! off to the gas chamber with you!

Nanonymous No.2719 [D][U][F]
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Gentlemen, do not listen to these obvious derailments from Star. We must woo our beloved loose pussy that is Starnigger. Say after me: Give us your loose pussy, Star. And feet pics too

Nanonymous No.2740 [D][U][F] >>2780
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media cringe shitstorm antiunderstanding core tenets liberalism capitalism
logical positivism shitposting ag me self
imitating write english shit
3/4 I wrote past her someone else was copied from else
enjoy game lost

Nanonymous No.2744 [D] >>2745
'tis getting surreal quickly

Nanonymous No.2745 [D] >>2746
>>2744
What were you expecting when you entered a psychiatric hospital?
Now if you excuse me i have to go inside star loose pussy i have an appointment.

Nanonymous No.2746 [D] >>2747
>>2745
I don't care much, so far, about any of it except pics.

Nanonymous No.2747 [D]
>>2746
But I know nothing about this, so I don't know whether I should care or not.

Nanonymous No.2769 [D][U][F]
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university of life is a great meme though lol

Nanonymous No.2774 [D][U][F]
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I went too far into it; she knew it, I knew it, you knew it and it breaks my heart that she never loved me.

Nanonymous No.2777 [D]
>>2526 Sie ist schon anzusehen. mehr bitte?

Nanonymous No.2780 [D]
>>2740
why is this legal?

Nanonymous No.2789 [D]
I'm amazed that you think I don't read, I don't write and sho on lol

Nanonymous No.2801 [D] >>2803
>>2608
Since star didn't answer my question at all, I'm asking somebody else. I want to be diagnosed and classified.

Nanonymous No.2803 [D][U][F] >>2805 >>2807 >>4160
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>>2801
Mental illness does not exist. I diagnose you as a faggot who hides behind mental illness instead of facing his issues.

ya Nanonymous No.2805 [D]
>>2803
based

Nanonymous No.2807 [D]
>>2803
>facing his issues
no fedposting on nano

Nanonymous No.3549 [D]
starchan what is the best method i can commit suicide?

Nanonymous No.3785 [D][U][F]
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>>2498
>>2502
>whether you live a life like what your peers at your place have
No, certainly no.
>whether you have people who live like you at all at your place
No, nobody has. There may be some similarities, but that's where it ends.

Nanonymous No.4160 [D]
>Equilibrium or vague feeling of freedom, human angels and black heaven. Someone I feel easy around with no need to shitpost or hide my fever.
They gave me the exact opposite, they gave me what I used for four fucking years to protect myself against them filthy niggers trying to intoxicate me faggots fucking niggers. Fucking kikes every single time ruining my life for more than 4 years. I'm considering suicide every day since that randist hobbit debilitated nigger showed up. Fuck this filthy shit game. Worse than the monarchist protestant bookseller le smart shitter.
>>2803
I have trouble giving something else than shit to people craving for shit, that and the abysmal depressions are my only problems. Now just let me be alone already fucks. I gave what they craved for since I crave pussy, shit, so now JUST LET ME BE, ALONE.

Random thoughts on laziness Nanonymous No.4202 [D][U][F] >>4221
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Laziness is natural to human beings because in absense of a regular strain-relax cycle people become tired either permanently or due to random bursts of exercise (physical or mental).
When people become tired, they start to act sloppy, they start to think sloppy and that is essentially what laziness is. The other part where you just don't want to act at all is a mere continuation of the fall.
So, I want to say that laziness is first and foremost the tiredness, and only then a habit. You have to combat both if you want out.

Anyway the 2 months almost expired but you apparently never left. Well, it's your loss.

datacide in year zero kk null No.4221 [D][U][F] >>4224
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>>4202
My loss.. Even if I didn't, do you think it would be any different? I'd be seeing it only more often as I've been spectator before and now I'm even bigger which would happen regardless of whether I'm posting here or not.

you made four, I did not, that's your partiture, mine is cope remus No.4224 [D]
>>4221
Moreover how can I start exploring when probably most of them are better human beans than I am? They are even capable of joy. I am not and I am sure I never in my "life" felt a genuine joy.
I mean, they are showing me that I can function as a proper human bean like I am with the mask on, somewhat. But unlike them I don't get the act of small talk, not even in metaphors, I am only able to operate on sound level of it and that's only when I have a good mood. Even when everybody's speaking kinda like I'm used to I just can't get the words out of me self: once I want to say several different things at the same time but end up saying some retarded shit, once I don't want to say anything and become morbidly laconic. Not knowing where and when to say what is another problem, trouble with speaking among people, after I revealed me self, yet another and I could probably continue because that's what being socially retarded with no experience and null eq and living in isolation gets you. In the end I have nothing I really want to communicate but feelings and these I don't and can't communicate at all to somebody else as I would either come off as some crybaby schizo or felt quite uncomfortable 'bout it. Approaching somebody I'm interested in is another problem since I know that if it was me I wouldn't bait and sho on.

What the fuck is wrong with me? Why can't I stop scaling?