>>111804
Yeah, I'm a lot more real when I'm drunk.
I don't have the mental wherewithal to play a character and I guess she at least deserves a real explanation after all the psycho drama she dragged herself into without the fake tragic backstory or melodrama.

most of the mixed feelings I have towards her really aren't even about her personally, she just made the mistake of trying to fuck with me in a way that was... familiar. This is genuinely fun to me, and whether it is to her or not, she chose to throw everything she could at me, it's only fair that I did the same.
There is a valuable lesson there.

I really don't hate Cewl or love her. I just find her enjoyable and by feeding into it she's essentially consenting to the game. I gave her an out early on and she chose to play along and see where things went.

Anyway, check this out, it's more of a jam than it has any right to be.
https://youtube.com/watch?v=GwwwoXTwT4Y [Embed]