>>12593
>but she’s addicted
It's not a form of addiction.
Everybody wants to feel valued, whether they like to admit it or not.
Getting random Anons and discord pedros watching your stream is a very simple and low form of validation. Certainly not one that really lasts and is fulfilling.
It doesn't fix the hole inside you, but puts a hand over it to cover it for the duration of the stream and shortly after.

>>12597
>start a mormon life
Not just is it unfeasible, it'd be fucking idiotic.
You'd exchange a miserable and questionable existence with a miserable and oppressed one.

>leaving this behind is just not pos
It is, but you'd have to cut all ties and find happiness somewhere else. Considering how damaged many e-girls are, for one reason or another, it usually would involved therapy too.
Just having a nice partner is not something that magically fixes you.