the first time i found out about kaya, it was all interesting and fun

now things are boring and nothing happens, but im still here and idk why, its like i have nothing better to do and i come back to all this shit bc maybe i think something new will happen or ill get the same feeling i had when i first started orbiting, but i dont think i will, but i also think im addicted to this shit and kaya, oml make it stop