I have the entire transcript of her conversation with sladio on discord. So I had the convenience of comparing times where she was conveniently not answering me, and I could see where she was spending that time with him. I got into a really deep depression when I was out of work because my health was declining and I was miserable. I was really depressed one night and as my girlfriend you'd think I'd be able to ask her for comfort or support or attention. I made it very clear that I was nearing the point of suicidal and I just wanted her to be there. She would answer me and then disappear for 30 minutes. She did this three times. Gone for almost 2 hours. She wouldn't tell me what she was doing or where she was and why she couldn't accommodate me or what I needed when I would drop everything for her when she was having a bad day. Then when I got a hold of her conversation with sladio, I learned that the reason why she wasn't answering me was because she was making him cum. That was April 9th. And that's when I completely gave up on her. She's a shitty person and she has the ability to be better but she's not willing to try she wants to be an awful vapid worthless whore.
When I bitched about it after I got a hold of her conversation with him, she said that I didn't make it clear that I needed her or that I was struggling. I then screenshot the conversation from that night to remind her and the first line that you can see in that screenshot is me saying "I'm not saying this to be dramatic, I want to die. I don't feel good, I don't think my meds are working anymore and I could really use your support right now."
Her response to that was that she couldn't possibly have figured out that what I was saying in that message was that I needed her attention right then.

This girl isn't perfect, but she's also not the worst person ever exist. But she could do a lot better for herself and for the people that she loves.