>>148939
I wasn't trying to disuade you from going to be police. I was telling you that they'd tell you the same thing anyone else would
It's over the internet. Block me. Block my email address. Then you're done.

As far as me breaking your heart... I wasn't perfect but God damn, you got out of the psych ward and were cheating within a week. This was after you promised that you'd try to work through any problems we had and that you'd need to put an excessive amount of effort into rebuilding the trust that was lost.
So when you went cold on me, I was disappointed because you wouldn't tell me anything. I do not give a shit if it was physically painful to have those conversations, it was physically painful for me to be manipulated into staying by your side, or risk being responsible for your killing yourself. You know very well that that's one way to keep me from leaving. I knew most of your promises were lies from the start, but I hounded you about them because you should have more integrity and you should stop acting like changing your mind about a promise is acceptable behavior. You're 21, stop acting like this is acceptable because you're a child. You're a grown woman.

It's been over a day because I was done and I even told you that.
As for me saying bad things about you and being dishonest...
I was one of the only consistent friends and supporters. Do you remember that night where you crying because you realized that almost no one else cares about you unless they were getting something from you?? I showered you in compliments when you were feeling low and in your luteal phase you would beat yourself up a lot. So I tried my best to counter that. Sure, you didn't want that. But I didn't want you saying such awful shit about yourself when I still had some faith in you.

Idk how I broke your heart. That doesn't seem possible. But if I did, I apologize.

You've never once said a single kind thing about me publicly. I relentlessly defended you and your character even when it was moot and a fruitless venture. Yeah, you didn't ask for that but you still benefited from it and made it clear that it made you feel invincible by having unconditional love from someone you cared for.

I'm done. Drop this shit. Enough dirty laundry has been aired out publicly. If you feel you need to defend yourself further, go for it. But let's keep it reasonable. I'll step back and let you say whatever you need to but don't be an egregious asshole just because someone is making you answer for your behavior.