>>160349
>Skull you never had a chance. To think otherwise is just your own retardation and fault tbh.
Yeah I know... I really should just blow my brains out.

It's not that I'm afraid to, I'm just stubborn.

She's right, nobody would miss me or even notice I was gone.

I had kinda hoped she did pay some Mexicans crypto money to kill me.

Living out of spite for a world I don't even really care about isn't really living.

I'm too poor, too neurotic. Unlovable, like she said. I know all this. I carry on out of spite.

Letting it all go would be the better option all around.