>>163783
>It's plainly obvious he isn't actually trying to help her you retard.
So what am I supposed to do? It's fucking complicated, alright? You don't think I want to help her? First of all, do you believe she needs help? Because you probably don't know jack shit about the situation. If you're just going to take her word for the whole thing then you don't give a fuck about any of it in the first place, you just wanna dunk on me. Which is fine, idc about that. But here's the bottom line. Chan and I were frens. 7 months of daily talking. Sharing intimate details about our lives. Shit you don't just tell any retard you talk to. There was a bond, maybe not one that had formed completely, but it was there. It was going somewhere, platonic though it may have been.

Then life kicked her in the proverbial balls not once, not twice, but at least three times that I can immediately think of. Probably more. She was sick last year too around the time we first started talking so she was recovering from health stuff too.

So I don't know for a fact what happened, but as a former addict and an empath, my best guess is the pain she was feeling was too overwhelming and she turned to ketamine. She had some money saved up, not a enough to be super rich but enough to do well if she was smart with the money. One thing lead to another, now shes in Europe. A place where ketamine is extra popular. At first she gaslit me about all of it. Saying "you were never really my fren you only wanted to fuck me" type shit which is absolutely not true at all. This was so out of left field from the Chan I got to know it was like she was another person. My instincts told me something was wrong. She wouldnt talk about it. Just kept saying shes fine, that i'm weird and retarded, etc. Then the suicide baiting shit started. She'd never did that before, it freaked me out. I called in a wellness check. She BLAMED ME for getting kicked out of where she was staying, but come to find out she was kicked out for being nutty, being on drugs, buying a gun and just being crazy. From ketamine. But she blamed me and gaslit me before I found this all out. I spent months thinking maybe I am just a crazy stalker, or maybe she was fucking with me for 7 months and was fake the whole time.

But I don't think that's what it was. I think she's had a really bad mental break, and she turned to ketamine to escape reality. It's a tale as old as time, and one i'm familiar with.

I absolutely want to help her. I just don't know how. Neither does her family. If her own family can't reach her and get her help, what hope do I have of helping her? But I have to try somehow. Even if it's just making her rage at me on agatha2... I just want her to call me on whatsapp and cast off her fucking armor.

We trusted each other before all this happened.

What happened to that Chan?