Matthew and my distant family I have been fighting with since last Novemeber and cut out of my life after my Aunt died don't actually care if I'm on ketamine. I had an actual nose spray script for it and was doing it a ton last year after surgery and for chronic pain/ptsd. You just like making up bullshit about me because I hate and ignore you fucking faggot. I DONT EVEN DRINK ANYMORE STUPID. I dont talk to these ppl either since before my dad died for reasons I even told him when they were happening only hes a retard pothead who cant fucking remember. I haven't even been close to them since I was a child Lmao.