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>retribution
If I truly thought her actions came from a place of evil, then I would. But I don't think that. I think she's a suffering soul like myself, hell all of us.

We all act out in various ways.

I probably just know too much about her now, and maybe she wants to hide from all that instead of confronting it.

It's a lot easier to run and hide from those things, or do drugs about it.

I can't make her change or get help or see how badly she's hurt me or how she's hurt anyone else.

All I can do is accept it and try to move forward with my own shit...