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>Pretty sure you got it in you to fix your life.
I used to think I did too. But I find myself in a world I'm diametrically opposed to... what's the point of 'fixing' my life then?

It would take a literal miracle at this point, and I'm undeserving of such miracles.

Went to local church and donated my guitars, drums, electronics, assorted odds and ends today.

Knowing they'll make others happy gives me peace.