>>166947
>You've already admitted you just wanted her attention before and would do anything to get it even if it is negative attention.
The only way to get her attention seemed to be to bait her. I didn't know how else to get ahold of her. She's fled the fucking continent...

I never wanted to do it this way at all.

I didn't choose any of this.

Life doesn't care about our feelings, our plans, our hopes for or dreams... all life cares about is marching forward whether we're ready or not.
>ou aren't relavent to her life and she doesn't want all this negative attention.
She made me relevant when she saved my life and let me in. I asked for none of it... but here we are. I incurred a life debt and it must be paid. I just hope it pays out the right way.