>>166957
>Have you ever thought she acted different because she realized what a psycho you are?
Maybe you're right. I've prayed on it many nights. My heart still tells me to carry on.

>ulterior motives
I've never tried to sex her up or got weird with her. I was totally fine with just being friends. Her world view and interest in music were my the biggest draws. I may never get to hear her play synths or drums now...