>>167440
Do you not know his lore? Someone should write it down lol.

He had a bad wreck on early 2010s, tbi, then spent his 20s addicted to drugs. Sure that's on him. He says he got cleancin 2019, which awesome good on him, starts trying to get help, then the covid era happens. That in itself mentally fucked people up so who knows what that did on top of whatever else was wrong with him.

He isnt what I'd call book smart but he is talented with music and computers. It's a shame he can't somehow monetize those talents.

Probably a combination of self loathing, fear, and other shit.

It's easier to feel sorry for him if you've spent hours in chats talking to him and seeing beneath the retarded 4chan twitter troll persona that he wears as some sort of armor im guessing.