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Am i not allowed to have feelings Channing? You're allowed not to care about them but you've always acted like how I felt never mattered. I'm just not sure if you really never cared about anyone but yourself, me personally, or just act this way out of meanness. I hope it's the latter cus there was a time I thought you cared, a little bit anyway. You certainly never matched my level but that's not fair to expect i reckon. At least not until we had met. I promise you, the me IRL isnt quite the same asshole behind the screen.

Ask anyone who fucks with me and has chilled with me in voice chat. They're always taken aback by how different i am.

Its because like you, i have personas that I hide behind, particularly online. I opened up a lot to you but still it's not the same as actually hanging out with someone.

I'm over the romantic shit, i mean I'm a big flirt true but i know how to be friends if you're truly married. I know how to respect boundaries. The thing that happened with us is just unusual circumstances that i handled badly and i think if you could admit it you probably handled poorly at certain points of the timetable as well. Communication in particular is where our friendship struggles the most. And that's a running theme in your relationships I've learned. Nothing that can't be worked out. Just takes effort. I'm fine putting in that effort. I think Channings friendship is worth all the turmoil endured. Beneath all the flaws and traumas is w beautiful and truly unique human being that I was lucky enough to have gotten to know, however briefly...