some new bluesky stuff

"i liked girls way before i even knew what gay was. i was thinking of holding hands with a girl, kissing a girl, marrying a girl, way before i knew what lesbians were"

"my first lesbian situationship was when i was 13 and i haven't been the same since"

"i think it's okay to be alone as long as you're not lonely, right? i don't go out often but i'm not unhappy, so that feels like enough, right?"

"i love my splatoon friends" in all caps

"the world has lost its whimsy as of lately"

and by now the perennial classic "i'm always trying my best even when it's hard. good times will come soon" on insta

she's all over the place all the damn time, like, are you happy or not? do you have friends or not, are you lonely or not? are you actually optimistic or pessimistic about the future? do you think you have too much, too little, or enough in life? are you prudish or not? did/do you have a normal damn relationship with some person or not? what even is a relationship to you? what in the blue hell would 'good times' be to you? do you actually believe 'it' will be getting better or are you delusional in expecting some miracle you've imagined? what do you even want from life and the world, especially when you almost never care about leaving your room?

you could follow her for 50 years and still know fuck all what's she's about because she's emotionally unavailable about everything but splatoon and j-fashion when she's online