>>171073
>The thing that really shows how delusional and self serving you are to me is that you think you can treat someone this way and still expect her to be in your life one day.
I'll repeat myself again for the retards in the back. I made my choice when I called in the wellness check.

I've made peace with her hating me, telling me to kill myself, threatening to have me killed, etc.

Doesn't change how I feel about her. People saying heinous evil shit in the throes of addiction. I forgive her for all of it, and she still never has to be my friend ever again.

I think if I were expecting something positive for myself out of this, I'd have walked away a long time ago.