>>171074
You're claiming to do all of this because you are romantically obsessed despite saying it's platonic, a huge lie everyone can see clearly. You even said it wasn't your fault how you feel. The problem with that is that your actions are your fault no matter what your cope is or what meds you are taking. You have no accountability for the fact that you and your actions are why she hates you. Your ego can't handle that she does in fact mean what she says about hating you to the point you've convinced yourself she doesn't mean it and must be on drugs to hate you.