>>171112
Could be. She should have just said that and been direct instead of stringing me along and being a faggot if thats the case.

Maybe she said all that shit to me cus she was on ketamine, she said she was actually doing tons of ketamine during that time.

I choose to believe everything happens for a reason, if not necessarily the reasons we expect or want. But sometimes the reasons we need.

Her kindness and friendship during those 6-7 months, feigned or not, saved me.

So I owe her, but not in the way she wants. In the way she needs.