>>171548
Nta but if I had to guess going by what I know of her she's probably drinking or doing drugs daily while unemployed or working a menial job unrelated to her degree (idk if she graduated). We say mean shit in these threads but if you give it an objective analysis it's hard to not see that she really screwed herself up by doing things that can't be undone so that might also play its part in her poor state of mind, like when people say she "can't ever undo the X (pegging, sex with online larpers, grooming, and so on)", as much as one says it doesn't affect them it absolutely does weigh in one's mind.