>>177425
you really think she would be able to tell i was one of her followers for years if i came up to her at the next john maus show and complimented her outfit and striked up a conversation? it's not like i would accidentally infodump everything i know about her from endchan and tumblr. i have basic social skills and restraint. i also am into perfume. i think in another universe we could have been friends. i'm just too intimidated by her. i don't think i could ever reach her level even if i read all the books she did and watched every film she did. she doesn't really try. she is effortless. i had to put so much effort to be even 1% similar to her, and i'm still a fucking normie.