There was a part of me still wanting it somehow to work out and go back to normal even though I went there with full intentions of taking us out of that limbo and ending it so I could stop thinking about it every day.
I knew it'd hurt, but I thought I'd have gotten used to it by now but I haven't felt like this in a long time.
Like a kick in the gut.
If you're reading this, shame on you, you shouldn't be looking here, you know better.
But I'm really going to miss you a lot, I knew I would but the fact I'm writing this shows just how much.

But it is what it is and I've got to buck up.
I've got to stop saving movies and reels to send to you now.
Going to miss you kiddo, more than you know.


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