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It definitely made her mad, but we'd hashed that out. We were cool again. I did get pretty butthurt when she ran off from Mexico to Europe with a guy she barely knew but I mean who wouldnt be fr after 6 months of nonstop talking and suddenly feeling tender about the whole thing? There were reasons she did all that and I probably knew that on some level and instead of just being cool and working on myself I spent most of 2025 seething and not doing that.

I did lock in around autumn though and I've been pretty consistent since then especially through most of this year since spring.

Nobody is perfect, least of all me.