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>tried to punish her
Maybe subconsciously it was something like that at some point, but it was cus I had it twisted in my head. I did feel like she betrayed me but it wasnt about that in reality. I made things about me when I should have made them about her and what she was going thru. It was a lack of communication type thing too. When I'm left to have my mind wander I overanalyze and see things the way they aren't. A lot of it could have been avoided with proper communication I think. I suppose none of it matters at this point in time. All I can do is own my fault in it and strive to be a better man going forward. My Golden Path.