> she knows that only we would be checking it
that neocities has over 20,000 views and the flickr has some friends of hers following it. i think you’re over estimating her. she’s not a narcissist, she’s just very stupid imo. not even stupid but doesn’t think things through to potential conclusions enough. she genuinely doesn’t realize exactly how obsessed people are and that everything she puts online will be immediately clocked and spread everywhere. to her she’s being normal and acting like “everyone else,” because she forgets how unique her situation is and she can’t act accordingly. she really wants to be normal in certain ways, and in other ways she feels an undying need to be seen as special. girl autism