>>204358 i am not trying to lead anyone anywhere. my goal is not to be a role model. i had said before it is a nice bonus to add a "happy end" story to this mire. you twist what i was trying to communicate.
although i guess if i were to lead or role model it would be for people who are intetested to draw more. or play music. or invest their time into some sort of productive and nourishing hobby and to start a family