>>19146
Don't idealize her, anon. You are just very lonely and bored. I'm sure that you know deep down that she was just a manipulative two faced liar. Had she been that sweet and kind girl you described, she wouldn't have lied to you or ghosted you.

That feigned sweetness is just a masquerade and an aesthetic thing. Just go on twitter and you'll find dozens of chronically online BPD harlots that are the same as her.

They are all the same. They are all obsessed with imagery of purity and innocence like bunnies, fawns, anime angels, mlp, sanrio and lolita stuff. But that is just a facade. On the inside they are rotten, promiscuos and narcissistic sociopaths.

They amass orbiters and attention lying, deiceiving and manipulating, while having 1 or 2 e-BFs, who serve as safe and long-term cuc... ahm options.

>she said she was only talking to me

She would tell that to everybody, anon. It was to maximize the attention and the effort you put into her. But if you had half brain, you would have realized that there was something off in her mannerisms.

She wouldn't remember jack shit about anything you tell her and she would repeat herself often because she was talking to so many people at once that she couldn't possibly remember to whom she said what.