>>38554
Whoops lol, I think it's a combination of her mother dying when she was around 15 and her dad being a angry narcissist himself, there could even be a genetic component. She is academically smart but she might have internalized that her value comes from her accomplishments which makes her critical of herself and of others on material things, add that she was probably neglected in the things a daughter needs like a mother so then she didn't know how to properly respect herself which led to her having so many sexual encounters. After a while this all spiraled, it was easier for her to act like this than confront her damaging and sad childhood (supposedly) so I think that is why she is so angry, she refuses to acknowledge her issues or confront them at all but the feelings are still there. The. When she interacts with normal people it is always so abrasive because of how much of a different level she lives at, she judges other people before they can judge her which she thinks they already do, she is so on edge it almost leads to physical fights. Nothing she ever does is good enough for her and she will never be enough because she didn't get the loved she deserved as a kid but lack of support and whatever else she needed irreversibly destroyed her. It's incredibly sad but again after a while we all have to take responsibility for ourselves because no one is going to fix us even if it wasn't our fault but again she refuses to try to fix herself. We all have issues so when someone attacks you and refuses your help, the help you aren't obligated to give and that takes effort to give it hurt anyone and eventually they will stop trying to help someone who acts like they don't want to be helped, they want to be enabled.