>>24643
>dissatified with reality and want to escape and daydream
this pretty much sums it up... dont want to be a ventfag but through my life ive realized that i quickly ruin every relationship im in, and it keeps me stable to simply observe someone from afar..whether this is pure cope or not i dont really care, it keeps me emotionally at bay while i can focus on other parts of life without feeling lonely. it obviously takes a lot of fucked up shit for you to end up at this board, especially several years down the road. its 'strange' of course, but i dont think its a negative habit. everyone has a strange part of their life they keep away from people, its just skeletons in the closet.