Genuinely not sure how to cope with the fact that she left, she had so much potential, she was smart, artsy, charming, very likable personality, she could have been one of the main e-girls here, we have had the same 4 ones for like a decade now and one of them has been dead for 4 years. Looking through the catalog now all I feel is emptiness. We will never find anyone like her for like another 10 years and by then I'll be dead.