>>64823
>because my parents didnt allow me to go that far ;-; and i have relative that lives in turkey. and i was severely bullied in hs so much that i got a doctors notice that allowed me to neet basically. but i still went for exams. i wouldnt say get bullied but im more invisible to everyone, noone talks to me etc. and i got ridiculed for wearing noise cancelling earphones "theyre so weird and big, i couldnt wear them ahha" type "jokes" and stuff. i basically only get talked to if someone is going to say how weird i am. but i dont care about it anymore. i envy those normies, oh to be a simpleton...
you know all of this is super relatable to me cause i got the same kind of bullying my whole life because of my autism and being weird, i never met any girl that got bullied like this so i thought this stuff only happened to boys but based on your experiences it seems like girls are no different than boys at all, same kind of bullying and all. i feel like if i had grown up in a first world country i may have been bullied less but then i think i would have ended up becoming a school shooter or something cause that seems to be what first world autists do.