>>6731
I don't think I could do any of the creepy, scary things either and I think I get your "fascination" with her, mine is a bit different since I've never browsed /b/ and just went across her years later

I won't doxx myself but back in highschool I too became the "guy of the video" (it was the most sexual you can get while still being a kissless virgin) that got leaked and every single person that I knew saw it, the girl I got closest in life and whom I was deeply in love with stopped talking to me overnight and honestly I couldn't even bear the shame of looking at her eyes, I wasn't kicked out of my house because this is a man's world but everyone in my family saw it and my friends were actually praising me while I just felt ashamed, what kept me from the suicide was the thought of being the guy who killed himself because of a video

then there's the whole sam hyde thing and it's not like I think we would get along or anything like that, but I think I get it, and I think she would get it too, some kind of shared suffering idk

and the other girl that I mentioned from twitter is just as lonely and depressed as me, the idea of being lonely together is comforting even though I know that nothing will happen and that she would be happier if she just found a few normies to hang out