>>77732
That is her mommy issues, the phenomenon is ironically also called the dead mother. The mother doesn't actually have to be dead but just absent or neglectful and in those formative years you introject her and when you introject abuse you create an ego ideal that basically wants you dead.

>>77735
It's also a thing in personality disorders which includes BPD/NPD, it is different with schizophrenics but it's the same concept since it's a disconnect with reality.

>>77734
She both likes to skin animals and gets off to hurting people, it's been posted here how she said she likes to see her past exes cry and tell them to kill themselves, she's aware of her abuse. It's her way of feeling powerful, like how BPD cut themselves to feel alive they cut others to remind them they themselves are alive