>>77733
If we go by her own words then yeah, love and pain are inherently intwertwined for her. But only when she inflicts it, since (again her own words) her experience with being loved have consisted of being abused physically, sexually and verbally by the people who were supposed to love her (bfs, her parents, friends). At least this is how she justifies it since this is what she tells people.
But this little exaggeration of course crumbles like a house of cards when we see how she treats others, and especially how she treats them when they show her the tiniest bit of vulnerabilty. It's like a shark smelling blood.