>>94355
happens with women all the time. they watch other girls do that shit from afar, they criticize but inside they are jealous and bitter because they are too restrained by what others may think of them to do such things themselves. eventually though they dip their toe in the water, the water feels nice so they dive in head first. once they give in to their inner desires and take that first step it's like a snowball effect. perhaps she changed, or could be she was never being honest with herself or others about her beliefs, or they had never truly been tested and collapsed once they were.