12/10/2021 (Fri) 18:48:08
Deep in your hearts, you know why she hasnt been streaming. youve suspected it for a while now, but you push the thoughts out of your mind. the reality is too grim to face.
Most likely she has met a new love interest at her job. probably a handsome young man who works in the kitchen with her, chopping vegetables and baking bread. One night their shifts ended around the same time, and he probably said "hey, want to grab a drink?" and she said "sure" with innocent intentions. And they sat at the bar and drank and laughed together. From there, it blossomed into taking their lunch breaks together, taking smoke breaks together, looking forward to seeing each other every morning, and finally its graduated into them seeing each other outside of work. They probably hung out on a saturday night, went to a movie or a local show, then back to his place for drinks and a nightcap.
And then? Well, I wont go into that. Its too painful to type. She is probably still in the early, blissful stages of meeting someone new. She wakes up in his bed and takes it all in, how good it feels to sleep next to someone, how wonderful it is to wake up on a crisp and wintery morning and feel the warmth of his body pressed against hers. She misses that feeling.