>>707332
I will get about half an hour of sleep then get hit with an intense wave of anxiety over something I'm not aware of then I'll be up until two the next morning. I pray to God every time I go to sleep that I will not wake up, but he just ignores me. Clearly I'm destined to fulfill a purpose for him or he'd bless me with that simple wish. It's probably something like outlasting certain relatives but I seriously need to find a purpose in life. Going for that 30 minute nap.