I have to go outside and have a meeting with my NEET handler. I would like to kill myself but i cant because then my enemies would be happy. I really dont want to go outside but i must. Cant be bothered to shave my face so ill just hair trimmer it and i have to brush my teeth. What a miserable life. I also have to learn a skill so i can earn money. Whemever o use my tablet to study i just get bored and read manga instead. If i dpnt have earplugs attached in my ears i never get peace or quiet. Its like im in a noisy prison and cannot escape