09/29/2020 (Tue) 12:49:42
Not so much to normies but to myself. Sometimes I have moments of just serious self reflection and I’m both a bit disappointed in myself and also confused by my own behaviour.
Moments of self-realisation, and the mask I wear allows me to be a boong because I’m not accountable to myself, because I’ve been this way so long.
Moving into my late 20s I feel I’ll never properly “find myself” or any peace, and I’ll die being the same jaded, bitter, jealous person I am today, constantly hiding from my insecurities instead of facing them.
Gonna have a wank and then finish this move, Wasp Network