one more thing on reloading not being possible IRL:

that's one reason why i like using a paper system. in a system on the computer i can just re-arrange words and sentences endlessly until it is perfect but when i use paper, i have to like what i write enough to commit it to paper. sometimes i tear a paper appart and start a new one when i come up with a better way but more often then not i make a rough version 1 and then a way better version 2. that makes the system i am using to bring something into reality a microcosm of reality where i already have to adhere to the specifications of reality.