>>76468
>Thanks anon ! this actually helped a bit, although it sounds like a great idea,, I’m way too ugly and retard, quite annoying too,

well so what? uglyness can melt away, your iq can increase and you can learn to shut up so none of those are valid reasons for you not to go for it in life. you can turn this ship of your life around and slowly sail into nicer waters and i encourage you to. all it takes is for you to make the choice, the decision, the wish; however you want to call it. part of the incredible deal that you made by being a human is that you can be the pilot of your life and fly it where you want. not instantly unfortunately but over the course of days.

>men online usually block me after a week of talking, friends well that’s so so just online again, wish I was pretty enough to have that life

lol don't talk to a man, that's so rude. talking to women is very boring. prettyness you can't directly influence short term and it is not as shallow as you might think it is. through a combination of living healthy and practicing positive mental health you can bloom, which then results in you getting prettier. that's what inner wealth does to you. don't think of this as purely something religious, you could also just think of it as being an expert pilot of the human vehicle and you better be. and when you find your inner wealth, dudes will get all kind of inappropriate boners for you. you just have to choose to make that happen.