>>77971
>Also i have no job no study no diploma no money so rn im thinking to just go outside and live from small robbery and burglary

Trust me, if you ever had to live behind cell bars for a long period of time you would know this is NOT a good option. I agree, you do need to stop trusting the corrupt system and try to avoid going into debts you cannot possibly pay off. There are basic labor jobs where you can be making up to $25 an hour and with no student loan debt that is not bad, that is just enough to get by today to pay for rent, food and energy.

>or kill my entire family because of self hatred and then kill as much cops i can

If I thought this way when I was your age I'd probably be dead or worse, in prison for the rest of my life. In all reality, family is your best bet to get any help or aid in the future, do not burn those bridges!!! You very well may need family to fall back on when times get tougher!