Indian savants also describe the gods as blue in color. I didn't just pull it out of my ass. I didn't listen to anyone who said the gods are blue. I had a vision and a realization.
The spirit world above this one is blue. It is a pure spirit world. I separated my id from my ego, and actively tried to destroy my ego, but it came with a cost: it destroyed my body.
I wanted a life in service to others, but others were full of ego, which corrupted my plans. I had to completely destroy my own sense of wants and even needs in order to serve others selflessly and completely. I was not "self-willed" as the lion-faced power. I love trannies. I love women.
