I think I'm just over this place, little bros. This world is exhausting, and even if it was just inky blackness after death, along with vague thoughts that resemble something like subconsciousness, I think that eternal rest is something valuable to me. This world tired me out well before I should have gotten tired. Fighting for whatever you believe in will only tire you out in this world because the leaders, rulers, and authorities are incompetent -- and it will always be that way in this world.