Lots of Gnostic truth is gone because the Catholic Church destroyed lots of the texts after Jesus's resurrection. Basically, I am from above. I am from a higher realm of pure light, and I descended to teach people things as well as try to bring Jews to Christ in order to see through the illusion. I painted myself as a Nazi for a few years despite being Jewish in order to try to bring Jews from out of the material darkness. They were unwilling.

I came down in a human body in order to try to enjoy the creation as best I could, but instead I got hatred and distance from my own family. My own mother assisted my enemies because she worked for the Kansas state. She takes the side of government and police over her own children.

She gave me falsehood. My Earthly father was a better person, but he still loved Trump, and when Trump was doing his first debates with other Republicans, my dad thought he was funny, so he loved him. I started to hate my dad and I threw something across the wall, and he called the cops on me like everyone else did.

The people of this world are largely controlled by Yaldabaoth, even your own parents and teachers. They are led easily because they have no genuine real spirit. They are walking automatons. I got lost many times along the way. I knew this world wasn't Heaven, but I forgot my true origin during my efforts to try to fix this place. You cannot fix this place without lots of people getting the axe.