>>12885
Jordan's fetishes lead him to dark areas of the internet where they are accepted, which leads to him discovering and developing worse ones. It's a downward spiral akin to drug addiction, forever chasing harder and harder hits. Finding this "artist" who has his current mix of degeneracy made him feel that the path he's taking is okay. An enabler if you will, even though they have never interacted. The loss of this person may be leading to doubts and feelings of loneliness.