Back in June 2019 Bonbibonkers considered quitting cosplay due to growing demand by fans for perfection (via comments or messages) stressing her out, snuffing the joy from the hobby she used to enjoy.
Criticism on how she's not posting often enough,
criticism on how she didn't cosplay something correctly,
criticism on how she danced wrong in this or that video,
and then stuff like:
TikTok removed your video because it had the word 'choke', while everyone else's video with the sound stayed up

All this can break a person.

At the time, I suggested to a certain artist that I wish there was fan art of Bonbi just plain old relaxing playing her Nintendo Switch, instead of fan art of her in cosplay.

I was thinking she probably feels that cosplay is her identity,
and I wondered if she felt people only liked her for that.

So I wanted an art piece to send the message (if that was the case) that,
"No, in or out of cosplay, people appreciate you,
and they want to see your mental health blossom!